Friday, December 28, 2007

yes great..

today is eventful..
-my mum bless me with a wallet and a havanias
-i ate the not bad yet addictive tiong baru lor mee
-i found myself mixing with a group of great teammates again
-we lost to Home United
-but we gain friendship, teamwork, morale and most of all. experience.
-i'm still blogging when it is 1.35am, i have yet bath after the game and dinner with team.
-so basically i stink now
-but i'm just happy. that i've not just gain physically and relationship wise.
-arrr!
good night.. =]

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

bored

went out with wes.. thx you wesley.. =)
so we met like 8.45.. freaking early and tired.. hah.. then we reach bugis 12 i think.. initially wanto shop like mad.. but guess we are too tired for everything.. so by 4 we travel back to wes hse frm city hall.. where i wait for that jack ass to slowly ask his mum money for hair cut.. haha.. his hair is a million times better now but without the side burn would even be better. haha
so in the night we ate botak jones.. so-so la.. i think alamin still taste better and is cheaper..
i stayed at his hse till 11.. and before i go i opened a bottle of orange juice for him.. where he comment me as "dragon boat boy" agn.. Zzz.. nnb ccb.. haha!
arr.. life is not a smooth ride for me.. thankfully i've come a long way... 5 days to a brand new year.. i should be excited.. but it no longer interest me.. this song,low million-statue, have been repeating on my wma from yesterday night.. i'm losing someone.. i'm losing something.. i'm losing myself.. it's so dull.. bring colours back to my life agn? pls.

Friday, December 21, 2007

dumb

i'm having ache all over my body.. i think i did too much sports this week.. or i have not done enough pass few weeks, that's why my body is not as fit as my brain think he is..
arr.. anyway..
the bra and panties i bought for SIKE, did't got the chance to use it cos it was raining, was discovered by my mother.. zzz.. i delibratly place it at some kuku never-notice-by-anybody corner so she will not make a fuss out of it.. in the end she still dig it out.. i wonder i still have privacy..
she called my sis.. ask whether i'm a physco.. i think she's nut.. then i have to explain to my sis why i have those stuff.. and i kept it just because it is expensive and will be using it for the next camp..
fustrated.. not that she doubt that her own son is a sickco.. but she leave no privacy to me.. and when i ask my sis why she have to call her to give a question to me.. her answer"we always end up agruing when we talk"..
fantastic.. she finally realise.. that she was shouting at me all the time.. hmm...
crap..
i'm terribly bored this few hrs.. walking back and forth in my room.. then sat on my chair and stone.. maybe i should start doing my homework.. haha.. no way.. researching bout the sunshine empire stuff.. looks promising.. yet not trustable.. shitty..
watched a movie on channel 5 divine secret of the ya-ya sisterhood.. sounds dumb.. but yeah.. it's quite nice.. haha..
[hope he like it.. THANK YOU] =)

Monday, December 17, 2007

back

sadly our proposal cycling to pengarang was deny by SAA.. we got no choice but to travel there ourself without the participants.. but it was tremendous fun too.. haa.. kind of happy that we didn't bring them along with us.. haha! i was enjoying every mins there..
kplee was extremely kp on that trip.. haha.. he was talking sex non-stop thru.. and thomas is getting bullied by us thru too... haha! whacking each other with pillows..
okie Julian is back.. wanna spend more time with him but too bad i have school to juggle with.. i guess the rest of the guys made him comfortable when i left.. so he left us agn to england.. would be back on jan-feb i guess.. then we can all come together agn.. i guess.

arr.. christmas is coming..

Thursday, December 6, 2007

pengarang reccre

i went cycling like 2 times to pengarang town pass weeks.. photos, i've uploaded to friendster.. the trip was unexpectally fun.. and amazingly i survived thru those rubbish food i've stuff in my stomach.. so i'll be gg there agn soon with my participants.. haha.. gonna terkan them as much as possible..
i went to kpo kpo others' friendster when i realise the year is gonna end.. that's really quick.. i'm walking another year nearer to my grave.. scary yet exciting to know that i'm also stepping one step nearer to achieving my success, my glory..
realise that i've not met my close friends recently.. been busy with my club stuff.. and really i actually felt quite comfortable with my spa-mates now.. and would want to continue it this way.. they, spa, have played a part intergrating me into sp.. and i'm comfortable with almost everybody there.. why almost, i think i no nd to list out the name.. they know.. haha.. with the year ending some of them would graduate.. sad yet greatly anticipating the handing over of the commitee.. just hope that we could make more decision then.. come out with stronger mangement and most of all, enjoy the responsiblites..
not to forget the people who really drags me back to work everytime i lags.. my classmates.. just hoping none of us would leave this class.. all would graduate after 3 yrs of sch with a dipolma.. haha.. sounds really dumb.. but yeah.. if writing it all out would do the job and gave me what i hope.. i would wrote a bible..

i went to LJS with my classmate today at IMM.. well as usual LJS conned us money by upsizing our drinks using misleading questions.. haha.. i'm full anyway so doesn't really matters.. then we went back to sch for another 1 hr lecture where i left the group to club settle some equipment stuff..
took a cab down with yu hui and eugene to PM.. and moved some camp stuff back to clubhse frm there.. so i played like 3 hrs of game waiting for siew ling to leave with us so i can cut my hair when i awefully realise she's not following us.. then i got no choice but to wait for her to leave since then was late for hair cut..
tomorrow would be my AX(adventure X camp).. i guess it would take up every drip of my energy.. so i think i should get my presentation research done fast and get much rest soon.. night! =)

Friday, November 23, 2007

birthday

great birthday celebration with friends yesterday.. thx..
went to tian tian steamboat for dinner.. omfg fed.. haha..
alex dan teh leong da jun lun dor.. overjoy.. of course eileen who came like for few mins to wish me... arr.. basket.. but thankful.. haha!
so today was great too.. felicia and her classmates bought me a tee and made a card.. well i know them like few days... yet they gave me some really hugh comfort.. haha.. a big thank you, appreciate ur effort.. and wishes from my classmates.. =)
arrr
i guess i will just list out names now.. if not i really feel bad.. haha..

texted me - sis, felicia(sp), teh(banana), mong ying(sp), eug(ccb), eileen(egg), cheryl(scgs), yitee(ass hole) haha!, doreen(banana), sinyan(pjc), pamela(pam pam), yulin(tjc), yong rong(vs), yiling(cjc), wayne(nus), yu hui(yu yu), zhao pei(the person who doesn't deserve my respect.. haha!), leong(banana), mervin(spa), guilong(kapoh in national service)

msn me - the nnb bo sim wes meow.. haha!

friendster me - GY, cass, debbie, lilin

personally - banana, felicia and gang, eileen(spa blur queen), parents, and of course my dear another bo sim jiao wei friend.. gy.. wished me on phone.

Thanks! wish me good grades for tomorrow presentation! i'm finally legal to tattoo.. so just wait for me! haha..

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

i think i need love

i finally found my pathetic mouse.. it was under my computer table.. arr.. com without mouse = torture..
got back my test result.. scored both maths and struc B but that FUCKING NNB ASSHOLE env science got a 18/100.. haha.. i just want to push the blame to chen xia, that basket new cheena teacher.. arr.. somehow i always blink my eyes with extreme slow frequency during her lesson.. some time even 1 blink in half an hour.. yeah..
so i got a retest for that ass science.. arrhhh! i hate chem!!! zzz..
not to forget i running a nnb ass 2 hr straight homework marathon.. ar.. well to me 15 mins of concentration is rare.. so 2hrs almost burst my lung with my lousy stamina.. have been staring on the screen for a single kuku support for a bridge.. yeah.. tomorrow be the deadline.. so that also means i have see the "what the f? he is a doctor?" DR liu kao xue.. doctor can't teach. that's fact.. arr.. if he kpkb tomorrow i might just walk out.. to foodcourt 1 maybe.. HAHA! currypuff~
let's talk something more interesting then.. i'll soon be given chance to go overseas with friends.. i think i would be gg the overseas trip with basketball team, then the 2 cycling trip to malaysia i have with my club.. whahaha.. great.. but i'm running short of cash.. nvm as far i'm concern, is whether i have the time.. projects and report given to us like nobodies business.. zz..
anyway i went night cycling on last sat and sun.. wei hong yu hui and eugene.. haha.. we went balestier frm ECP then punngol(OMFG far) then geylang and back to ECP.. arr.. my ass hurts.. and my hand tore.. basket.. so much fun that i forgot i'm made of flesh and need rest.. haha! so basically i slept thru my sun.. so tired.. will upload those photos if i'm feeling good.. haha..
i think i need love..
i miss those days..

Monday, November 5, 2007

lost of words

yeah.. got back frm SIKE.. followed by the group outing to steamboat.. great..

much that i want to say.. but i'm just plain lazy..

found a piece of tissue that i wrote, squeezed with ten-yrs-series long information.. bought back quite a few flashback.. all was fun..



agn... i'm out of words.. haha!



anyway i'm gg to have my engmaths test tomorrow.. so all well for me! =)

and finally i got my level 1 for rock climbing.. wahaha!

leap..


yeah!

well i'm the 24th batch of SPA.. and he is the 7th.. OMG

Saturday, October 27, 2007

27th

dunno what to type.. but i'm gg kayaking to huntu island agn tomorrow. but this time round i'm the commitee not the participants..


arr..


i'm excited.. haha!

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

wes bdae 9th oct

my wes meow's birthday yeah~ but too bad cannot go out with him today.. he is gg with his classmates... hha.. merry 18th WES!

i'm duper busy this 2 week..
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29th-30th sep.. i went to work for one*15.. yeah.. they pay me a good 120 dollars for slacking and smiling.. hahha.. and i was suprise when someone ask me.. "u are frm tp right?" and i can only reply.. "ermm.. ya.." lazy to start a conversation with him but still interested to know who the hell is he.. but he walk off with his friends looking satisfied that he know someone out of nowhere.. zz.. he's gay.. i guess.. haha..
i got to slp in a posh yacht and all fantastic.. haa.. got to know quite a few sp sailing clubbers there too. and few cute ones that me and jia yao still have their name mention till now.. haha..
3rd oct.. i had training.. really tough training.. i think i cried while doing leg lifting.. i'm serious.. is such pain that is near to like cutting yourself.. one of the worst training i had.. might be that i'm still down with flu that day, even till now, but still no excuse.. fuck u body.. if u dun work properly, i will make u work properly.. zz..
6th and 7th.. kayaking all the way.. i met some of the sike paticipants and bought them to pm for their 1 star training.. got to know the instructor daniel.. hah.. and yeah after all those me thomas and jia yao went to marina south for steamboat.. nuff say.. i'll just strike out the playing with food part.. haha.

today was fun.. i learn quite something from class but was greatly bored and slept thru my day.. arrr... i saw her in the morning.. 7.40am.. if i'm not wrong.. i might be on time for that next time.. haha.. i miss her.

I DUNNO LA.. super random feeling...

Thursday, September 27, 2007

DJ GIRL!

alright.. this few day was really a blessing in my life.. give u a peek of it..
okie the cca drive was generally great.. spa recuited quite a few ppl and we are looking forward to a larger groups of ppl attending upgrading and every expedition.. haha.. well i could't say it is tiring since i've been sneaking to the rock climbing gym, right behind our booth, for some great work out.. haha..
right beside our booth is DJ's.. there is this super super cute girl.. hha.. i was almost staring at her.. she's just almost my idealistic looks.. haha.. yeah so rapheal was shouting all the way "willard! stop looking at her!". and yeah.. i'm super paisei.. to the max. to the brim. haha..
i've finally paid myself to be in rock climbing cca.. and reave gonna set up a triathlon club.. haha.. he's gonna make jia yao the vice-president.. so i was sitting beside jy then he ask me along to SAA too.. hah.. i was alomst unconcious, too hungry, when they asked me to become the treasurer and i agreed.. hahha! doesn't matter. if SAA approve it then i'll start worrying.. but now i just wanna have fun.. hah!
TODAY~ i should really be showing more respect to law kim seng, my maths teacher.. today lesson starts 9 am.. and i'm attend his lesson only when it was 2pm, but i reached sch like 12- explain later.. i've skip like 3 session of him.. (my shitty timetable places my whole thurs to be only math.. and so yeah.. i'll be looking at him on every of my beloved thurs.) so when i beg/forced him to mark my morning lesson attendance.. when he jokingly tell me "sorry i cannot cheat the school".. haha! what the hell..
yup.. so 12 to 2 i was playing bowling at sp's guild house with my classmates.. haha..1st time trying out this sports.. i scored only 64 in the end.. haha.. nvm great first attempt i guess.. that basket karstern scores like over 110.. and we are all booing him whenever his attempt.. haha! "LANG KOW!"
tomorrow i'll have my site visit to the yet launch KPE.. just hope it is not scorching tomorrow.. haha! and yeah i guess i won't get a good slp tonight since i need to rush struc mech projects... zzz..
i will be working for the school or club or whatever it is la this weekend.. to the opening of the resident area at sentosa.. i get paid reasonably well.. 60 dollars! for just doing my hobbies, kayaking.. haha.. so i won't be home till monday... hmm.. for the money sake! haha..
soon SIKE(southern island kayaking expedition) haha.. super excited.. and yeah she is still stuck in my head... OMG.. DJ~~~

haha!

Sunday, September 23, 2007

sch reopening!!!!!!!!

ARR!!! lots of thing passing my mind now.. duno which to post.. I WILL POST ALL THEN~!!! whaha..
alright tomorrow will be the 1st day of sch.. it's gonna be fun.. cos we gonna have cca drive!!! aha.. this will be the 1st time in my life doing a cca drive so greatly excited..
well ytd i went early in morning to sch with jia yao for rock climbing. where we realise that rock climb gym NOT OPEN yet.. yeah we are damn pissed and went to eat our breakfast.. actually we wanna try our luck whether any seniors will come and save us by opening the fucking gym gate.. to our horror , after we had our breakfast, we saw the paper post on the main door of sports hall.. [ HALL FACILITES WILL NOT BE OPERATING ON 22nd to 26th].. for cca drive.. omfg that is what i have in my mind.. and ytd is just right zun zun 22nd.. haha.. "omg i come school for breakfast" jia yao commented. haha.. the best have yet to come.. so both of us went back and i realise i wanna have a paddle displayed on our booth for our adventure cca booth!!! yeah omfg x2.. so i went down to pm,west coast kuku malu corner, and get 2 paddles out.. haha.. i went to D.B, met up with eugene to pass him one of the paddle.. yeah on the way all the auntie and uncle was staring at me like siao.. well paddle is like 2m long. so u can guess why.. is even taller then the height of the train.. so i've to tilt it when i board the train.
when all was done and i got home like 6.. was terribly tired and just slept like nobodies business.. haha!
oh ya i just realise that i have to finish 3 reports and one project.. and due date is tomorrow.. wtfish.. hack.. anyway 1st lesson is LAW KIM SENG's.. confirm slack.. hahah!
yeah well excited for tomorrow, cca drive and meeting out with zp and lene! haha..
i just realise some stupid facts.. that makes me even more pissed with some of the people.. BUT BUT BUT.. one thing that greatly please me.. Singapore Adventure Club.. hahah! thx for all..
arrr... i'm gg out to grab some stuff so ta ta!!

Friday, September 21, 2007

dunno what to type.. super messy.

clearly i have mistaken today, thurs, as friday.. i've been searching for naruto's episode thru stomberry and youtube and just when i want to curse the creator of naruto i realise that today is thurs.. haha!
okie i just came back frm a fantastic chalet with s.p.a and yes i'm filled with pimples agn, lack of slp.. and quite burn explain it later..
the chalet was quite chance for me to get to know some of my adventurous friends.. haha.. i met up with eugene saiful and jia yao to there.. and along the way, as usual, we crap like nobody's business.. frm studies to girls. frm girls all the way to dunno what la.. range too wide to describe.. haha.. when we reached there the rest were all busy preparing so i was FUCKING bored and can no longer stand, i MUST start the ball rolling.. i taught them including jun rong mervin and alvin my always played circuit run and animal game.. whaha.. it break the ice.. immediately..
after which we set up fire while the rest of our instructor was WATCHING TV.. haha.. nvm la they also nd to rest after preparing much for us..
night sai eug jy and our dear president aaron was crappying beside the pit like crazy le.. when we find ourself really hungry.. the big group of us including other instrutors walk towards the NNB far away east coast park and play like wtfish all the facilities.. so we ate steriod i guess.. u can imagine how nosiy it is, 14 siao kia running around east coast park 2 to 5am.. yeah all was fun.. will upload photos when my dear aaron get back his opps-i-forget-to bring-home camera.. i got to have mac as breakfast.. by then when we were suppose to slp, btw i got to share room agn with sai eug and jy, we went chit chat.. agn all random topic agn. haha.. i can't believe me and jia yao went chit chatting like frm 6 to 9.. eug and sai already peng beside us yet we still continue..
get to know them especially jy better.. glad to have them around.. when i got back home i succefully picked my GEMS! whahaha. experience design.. i'm gona love my elective.. hope have A LOT of chio bu at my class.. HAHA! balance the friends gender in my life at sp pls..
today i wanna go tanning.. but i rmb wdl swimming complex still renovating.. so i was greatly pissed and insist to get tann.. in the end i went to wes condo's where guards are fucking kuku slack to get myself tann.. haha! thx wes.. after then i went to cwp to get my hair cut.. wahaha... short and neat agn..
ah! tomorrow will be gg out with wes and sat i'll have my bb training and kayaking lesson! not to forget mon with zp and lene! whaha.. b4 that.. i need to do my 4 untouch projects.. =(
things are getting better.. =]

duno la.. my brain not functioning normally..

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

a 3.063 surprise

this song is greatly addictive Everything is beautiful by starfield.. go to my friendster to hear it..
i check out the price for cable wakeboarding.. = daylight robbering.. althought they claim that they chargers lesser then normal wakeboarding, still their price is overrated for something that is a subsitute. anyway i gg to try it, even it is ex. dun get me wrong. i'm not loaded. just that i only know of 1 place that provide cable wakeboarding in singapore. so no choice la. haha.. well excited and hopeful with dan. just imagine that wakeboarding will be thought of whenever i cross ppl's mind.. hahah.. maybe that's exaggerate. i dun have the money to do that. but if u wanna sponser me to fufill my dreams. do so.
READ THIS WELL!! i got back my result for the sem.. I SCORE 3.063!!!!!! omgomgomgomgomgomg..
haha.. maybe u dun get why i'm so loud about that. well the last GPA i recieve frm tp was 0.54.. so u get it? that score of mine x2 x3 x4 x5 also not more then my current score. so now u can feel what i'm feeling now? frm getting a unbelievable terrible GPA to a GPA that is rated as good. joy in my heart is like volcano bursting it's lava out showing outwardly physically and on my face(including pimples, aftermath of not having enough sleep from my sea X camp).
that also makes me qualify for the extra dipolma that sp offers me.. wahhahaha.. but i doubt i will be taking that.. it will just add more stress to me i guess..
friday will be the last day of my work.. finally leaving that irritating place, especially with jonathn,one of the supervisors. he is plain irritating and . freaking bossy and not to forget his same attitude edwin.. dosen't get better even he bought nuggets for us one of the days. arr i'm leaving anyway.. i might get back there to work next time when i could't find job in holiday, but never i would want to kill my time there. it does kill time but it is just too morally and pride damaging. maybe i can say pride damager TENG SIM.. yeah.. all the idiotic supervisors. can't wait to get back my sports and sleep life..
some photos brought back some wonderful memories. so i checked out some of the people's, who involves in those great memories, blog.. they still are happy and i think even more happening than ever. really glad to see that.. but slightly regretted those decision i have made without considering. maybe that's me.. someone who just run according to his mood.. like what wei jie say" sometimes i just felt that u dun really care and move on to where u wanna go. hyper actively in addition." i sum it up short. i dun wanna let my emotion get me. i just want to run to a place where i can finally call... home. comfortable and lasting.
i found out wei jie is scorpio and she like to be one too.. mysterious she commented. mysteriously blur i added on.. haha! thankul for her presence, makes me feel quite comfy. =)
well i sign myself up for volunteer for standard chartered as route marshals haha... and school is starting.. so i guess i would need to worry on those projects and assigment soon.. let the fun begin.. =]
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no pork no LARD.. "gaudet patientia duris" says:
must stay strong and pass this fasting k!
no pork no LARD.. "gaudet patientia duris" says:
hahha
Rifa'ieYusof says:
hahahahaha
no pork no LARD.. "gaudet patientia duris" says:
then we can feast tgt agn!
no pork no LARD.. "gaudet patientia duris" says:
hahah'
Rifa'ieYusof says:
ill try
Rifa'ieYusof says:
hahahaha
Rifa'ieYusof says:
eat kfc
no pork no LARD.. "gaudet patientia duris" says:
hahah
Rifa'ieYusof says:
more cheese please
no pork no LARD.. "gaudet patientia duris" says:
yeah
Rifa'ieYusof says:
hahahahaha
no pork no LARD.. "gaudet patientia duris" says:
hahah
no pork no LARD.. "gaudet patientia duris" says:
50 cents
no pork no LARD.. "gaudet patientia duris" says:
hahaha
Rifa'ieYusof says:
hahahaha
no pork no LARD.. "gaudet patientia duris" says:
okie u go prepare urself
no pork no LARD.. "gaudet patientia duris" says:
BYEBYE!
Rifa'ieYusof says:
hahahaha
Rifa'ieYusof says:
bye
no pork no LARD.. "gaudet patientia duris" says:
=)
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my great muslim classmate.. =]

Monday, September 10, 2007

huntu island is the way of life..

i just came back from a kayak trip to palau huntu. it's amazing.. a eye opener for me.. althought is just 2 days.. but it seems that every second of it was filled with suprises.. my comrade.. hha.. - wei jie, thomas, saiful, BM and saiful..
we met up on sat morning 7.15 at clemeti.. of course i was late agn.. i reach there like 8.. haha... then we took a cab down to PM,poly marina.. we got there and got to know i was post to tail end.. haha.. which i expected it like long before.. (cos i'm the most noisy guy..) hahah! have to motivate them..so our trip leader was ubaid, who is our super fast senior, and all the other position was covered by other seniors and my comrade too.. haha.. i should stop using comrade sounds strange, maybe i will use strawberry to replace them.. haha! yup..
we set off to huntu like 10am.. we pass thru lots of HUGH ships.. and kayak thru some choppy seas.. waves that i never ride before.. one was so big the my kayak almost tilt to 45 degree.. and leap off the surface of the sea a little.. scary.. yet thrilling.. when we got near to huntu we went into a "shallow" area.. the water level was roughly only knee level.. but the current was FUCKING stubborn.. and our kayak was like never gg straight.. jomain was kayking in a "S" route.. and of course our dear wei jie was just gg left as usual.. haha.. so we finally reach huntu after 5 hours of kayaking.. and start our... PT!!! (physical training) hahaha.. we set our tent and got to do a lot of push up and sits up... yeah but all was fun..
i went exploring the island awhile but it was really small and indeed i can see another end of the island from the other end.. haha. there is basically only one ulu baluku building there.. toliet.. and the maps have nothing to mention that they have to desperately state the position of rubbish bins and even trees. haha.. we cooked our lunch with our new living "thomas" rice cooker.. hhaa.. damn his rice is describe as crunchy by jomain.. haa.. after which we were taught some first aid skill when i found some i think is dry coconut thrunk.. and i just comment to them saying that once this caught fire "it will never stop".. haha.. we IMMEDIATLY stop our first aid lesson, set fire and create our own small little camp fire right there.. haha... yup then got stop by cynthia cos the island doesn't allow setting up of fire.. btw if u dunno.. i'm now a licence first aid k! haha did't abtain that frm the camp of course.. haha..
in the night where we were half dead and i think we lost our concious.. we came up this inside joke "eat it raw to grow smart" haha.. and then we encounter army bomb test.. omg it wake us up.. haha.. when it did explode at the other island beside us the whole of our island and the sky light up.. amazing.. once in a life time experience.. after some really tough PT, my strawberry went to "clean ourself up" where i just use just water to rinse over me like less then a second then change to another set of clothing.. hahah! we were so tired that we dun really have the energy to care bout hygiene.. we woke up early in the morning.. do some pt and have our breakfast.. and to mention i did't brush my teeth both day.. HAHA! and i got to know that i was gonna be the trip leader back! omg... so before i set off i got to take the red deck (the other positon and contestant except my assitant have to take the yellow ones).. great pride.. haha!
yeah i got myself introduce to the alumni and my other helpers.. in the middle of the trip all of the other helpers was lagging behind and only the alumni was keeping up with me.. although i wanna slow down but my dear cynthia, coordinator, doesn't allow me to do so... T_T sob sobzz.. hhaa.. TL = lonely man.... haha.. i'm thankful that the alumni make me feel quite comfortable.. listening to my command althought my skill wasn't even close to their standard.. they even offer me pears! save my life man.. i almost dehydrate... all my other strawberry was happily kayaking way far from me..
yup so.. after like another 5 or 6 hrs we finally reach back to pm.. and really i must admit.. i was drain.. till i got to have HELLO PANDA!! hhaa.. then i was all pump up agn.. and wash + keep our beloved kayak..
we all got tired.. just when i tot i can flood my life not with water but finally with food... we went to sumo house.. hahhaa... okie la.. cheap and not bad taste.. but really not my type...
here i wanna thxs everybody for making the training successful... the strawberries, cythia, pei xuan, eileen, jj, wei hong, yu hui, alvin, ubaid, suxia and ALL the alumni.. ty!
yeah got to take train with wei hong and BM back, then we crap like siao on it.. so i alight at cwp to celebrate geok bday!! hahaha... went to jack's place where i ate my FREAKING spicy sirlion.. hhaa... yup then walk back home with dan eileen teh and of course GEOK! haha... happy birthday!
i really enjoy my life now but still when i look back i still miss u guys.. thanks for the memories.. the memories of nobody now..
BTW i wanna go cable wakeboarding! basket wei jie ps or she claim is bo jio me... and to mention jocelyn jia yao eugene and saiful! basket! all bo jio! nvm.. i will go not with the club! i go with dan.. hahha...
gg to start sch soon so that also means i can resume ROCK CLIMBING.. haha! all is good and exciting! oh ya.. not not not not to forget backpack trip!

the "die die must reach there" face..

haha..


eating in the middle of the sea


i refuse to save "thomas" rice cooker..

in turn.. i got my retribution.. haha..


is only one plam depth here.. coral are super clear to our sight..

trying our best to hang our life vest dry..

my happy crew.. sharing food and chit chating..


i was too busy to even look at the camera.. should at least ask me to turn ma.. zzz..

Thursday, September 6, 2007

teacher's day?

oh man.. i did't got to visit sch on teacher's day.. i was working that FUCKING job... i getting bored.. really regret.. it's like such a meaningful day yet i'm working.. miss ravin.. haha! so i sms him and lim diana and of course angelia.. and i got this
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lard: happy teacher day! ~willard
ravin: thanks
lard: o ya cher.. and ill always lick your boots.. haha..
ravin: shut up! willard
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HAHAHAHHA.....
yup i got reply frm the other 3 teachers that really impacted my life, and i really miss them! but of course ravin's still classic.. haha.. i got to know that angelia got pregnant agn.. and diana have stop teaching china man english but in ntu doing admin.. hhaa.. i think her blood pressure will rise agn.. haha..
hey if u are thinking that i only miss the teachers.. u are wrong.. i FREAKING miss all my friends too.. especially ZP!!! haha.. we are good friends! but too bad we could't meet each other often.. if u are here zp.. u better thank me.. i post u in cap k.. haha.. and most of all my dear alex.. nnb miss our own made campussupertar mtv.. haha.. and miss those days where we agree to sleep tgt in the end we play gay till we went to eat breakfast.. those camp i miss too! but my dear alex is gg overseas soon.. 1 yr later? hmm.. i guess it will change the quality of our relationship when he gets back.. or he might not even get back.. who knows.. all the best buddy!
ytd i just came back from kayak training.. where i did over 20 over times sea entry and sea exit.. i even tore and skin with the deck line.. but is really fun.. i learn quite a few new skills and so i gg kayaking to huntu(ghost) island this sat.. it's gonna be fun! out to the big seas.. and being at an island that have ppl i love.. haha.. i can't wait to feast at there! i heard huntu is so small that u can see ends of the island at the other end.. wow... and the clear water and seas creature.. omg i can't wait..
anyway i got to kayak in a "lang kow".. big drain or canel.. hahha.. with jia yao and alvin.. lame.. we still pass aunties that came back frm market.. and she is like looking down the lang kow wondering why there is ppl kayaking there.. HAHA.. then one of the most lame stuff i have heard came.. alvin shout : "we PUB.. PUB.."... HAHAHA.. WTFish man.. and all the kids were crowding near the canel looking at us kayak thru the dirty water.. adventerous indeed, commented jia yao.. haha..
thank you that u still bring those happy times back to my life even i let you down.. prasies =)

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

sleepless weeks..

finally i've watch secret a week or more back.. with alex.. long time since i've went out with him.. his friends came along.. well obviously i dun enjoy myself with his friends.. until they left and daniel join us that's when i start to feel a tinny winny better.. well alex change quite a lot.. he wasn't the "just do it" and "happy go lucky" alex i knew anymore.. but something we never expected..
25th... we celebrated eileen's birthday.. at pizza hut.. then we get to our always visit place.. civic center level 5 to have her "cake ceremony". haha.. we got to take lots of photos.. and of course vomit out all rubbish out of our mouth agn..
i was about to get home for sleep when i got a chance to walk daniel back haha... or he walk me back? both.. he live at the same block but different level with me.. hahaah! yup.. then we chat awhile and could't get enough.. i know i have work the next day but thought that i only need to reach there by 12 i went to his house and chat more.. hahhaaha... althought my body was already aching and in need of sleep i insist going on to spend time with him.. so amazingly i stayed at his house till 6AM!!! wtfish.. and realise i need to wake up like 10?? just to be on time for work.. the next time i'm already falling sick.. now my throat is filled to the brim with flam.. zzz...
btw i just got a job at terra as service crew.. NEVER WORK AT THERE I WARN U GUYS.. the supervisors there are really sucky and rude.. after the 2nd day of my work i'm already questioning myself why should i work when i have sufficent money to spare.. the job itself is quite slackish.. especially after lunch and dinner time.. yup. anyway i'll try to fufill my contract with them. roughly end of sep..
i got like 4 days off this week.. attending first aid course.. althought it's quite tiring to travel all the way to clementi ite reaching on 8.30 but actually the course give me a "break".. i almost have no rest day since i started my holidays.. so whenever i reach home frm clementi i slept like 10 or more hrs till morning when the past few days i'm lacking sleep.. wahahah.. SLEEPS.. but but but.. cos of the course i have to skip 1 of my kayak lesson.. zzz.. that's so sian..

Saturday, August 11, 2007

count on me singapore

yeah.. soon i'll end my sem with exams.. i think i screw a few but keep my finger cross i won't fail those.. this past week was not plunge into any moment of excitment.. Zzz.. i was totally overwhelm by the exams and the only thing that thrills me over the week was bed time.. i'm getting sick..
again i try my best to bring some of them together on our nation birthday! but too bad most of them have plans.. maybe next time i should keep my mouth shut.. since i'm feeling crappy bout it.. having to ask around and keep myself low just to bring you entertainment.. my name spells as c-l-o-w-n?? or worse s-e-r-v-a-n-t.. i hope none.. keeping myself away frm it..
anyway on that great birthday of all singaporeans i went out with teh gy and his younger brother.. we gone to the idoitic coffeeclub where the main course was so so but the side dish-below average.. or maybe i just ordered something not my taste.. well that pesto was terribly salty and if i had finish that plate of preservative i might end up at NKF.. haha..
the main motive that day of course wasn't just about gathering or even watch fireworks.. but to meet up with leong AND his gonna be.. well she resemble her sis the eyes especially but was kind of quiet.. hope that can be improved.. hahh.. we the other guys have no intention of looking at friend's gf of course.. but we just wanna make leong's gonnabe a part of our family.. then next time leong can come out with us and his gonnabe.. some what like doreen and daniel.. perfect idea. haha.. i mean some day we will gather with our wife and children too right? <---- sounds old.. u get what i mean..
well i got hear some kuku story frm gy that day.. and i do agree with him.. that team is really sucky.. but i wasn't even near of giving them up (not like some crappy guy who give excuse.. not to mention his name..) i guess that's the way.. if u want it..fight for it.. if u have no ablilites to suit them then let them adapt u.. what kind of shitty excuses that "he's playing too rough" "we can't do it" or even worse "i might be giving him too much pressure.. maybe without me he is better".. suck hussien cork, ass.. "L".. and to those suckers who just could't afford to put some other words into their mouth except for those crap which discriminate others.. u can eat hussien cork after they suck it.. zzz..
anyway i'm gg to my x camp and first aid training.. and again i cann kayak in the open seas and feel nature.. =]
i suddenly have the urge to climb.. and i'm hopping rp can build a climbing gym soon.. haha.. i gonna crash their facilities agn! u would't be able to imgaine how fun is rock climbing until u tried it.. amazingly enjoying..
well looking for even more gatherings.. or even a chalet.. that would cheer up everybody's mood a little, i guess..

Thursday, August 2, 2007

i'm giving shit about you..

that's it.. i'm gg rock climbing regularly.. haha! damn fun to climb.. especially when u jump to another rock.. u dun really get me ya.. who cares.. i'm writing my own world right? so if u wanna read u gotta learn.. i had quite a few projects to rush.. but i seems to be quite blessed.. having classmate to help me finish my projects.. i basically only done 1 project on my own.. some i didn even know what is gg on and is sumitted with my name.. haha! great..
i had a GREAT meal at sp's kfc ytd.. when i say great i dun mean the quality of the food.. i guess kfc does mantain the standard of their meal at every outlets.. but i mean the amount.. my pt, personal tutor, give my class a treat.. and there goes it.. i gotto eat like 12 dollars for my kfc meal? so u can visualise how much extra stuff i ordered.. hahahha.. my legs almost give way when i stood up..
then i got to play street soccer with classmate.. and when it comes to sports i guess i will always injured myself.. haha.. i got blister eveywhere of my sole and cuts covering my foot.. nvm, it did benefitted me.. today's geomatics lesson i got a excuse to wear slipper.. HAHA! anyway i must apologise to gy.. HAHA! cos i ps him for sakae.. and of course our friend who is such a disappoinment.. well if u treat me as friend do something don't just use ur mouth.. that's lame..
oh ya.. not to forget.. gordon and som fighti in class today! haha.. of course is for entertainment.. HAHA! they even bow to each other and say is a respect to each other.. and som just hit gordon right after they bow.. talking bout respect.. hahhaha.. anyway the week is gonna end soon.. i will show that mother fucker what i'm made of on sat.. then gonna have my kayak training!!!! wahahha..
and she is so cute!
[过往的画面全都是我不对]

Sunday, July 29, 2007

run my soul out..

yay yay.. it's a ultimate fun-filling and tiring weekend.. let me bring back to FRIDAY.. i got to watch simpsons the movie.. the movie was unexpectedly hilarious.. haha.. with the all the fuck and middle finger insert into the movie it makes it really "youth".. and not those movie which uses chimlology words.. i love the part where he make a racist joke and the snow riding.. it's just out of my mind..
then i got to have lunch with gc teh da sting at swensens where they rob me with the sambal fillets.. and of course piss me with their service.. and of course i wasn't a thiny winny filled with that crap.. but at least was successful making myself happy by gossiping with my friends.. haha!
anyway we travelled back to woodlands when i found myself hungry again and got to meet up with doreen and grace for preparation of kay's present..
on SATURDAY i woke up really early for basketball training where i got to hear some irritating information and perform badly on the court and hear some crappy comments from my teammates.. nvm.. i won't take it to heart.. the last laugh will be mine..
it ended on 10.30.. i packed my stuff and rush immediatly to poly marina to attend my kayak training.. hhaa.. really dead when we raft up.. and when it all got ended i join my SPA friends to lunch.. where i got to eat the 1.90 curry rice which taste above acceptable.. omg..
i got back home roughly 6 and have a half and hour nap.. then met up with gy and teh on 7 for kay's present.. it really bring me much joy when i'm with them.. can always talk freely without restriction or afraid that they will not accept it..
so kay's bbq was not a life changing experience for me but quite a fun one.. haha.. i know on that day some of them was backstabbing each other but who cares.. i was enjoying myself not with the ants of course.. hahha... i got to play streets soccer with the guys with some kuku indian family who is disturbing our game..
by 1am i'm already struggling to keep myself alive... only got recharge when i went to "grab" some sweet at 7-11.. yeah.. cut story short.. we went to 888 for our BREAKFAST on 4 plus.. when gc spill some milo on herself and got quite moody... hahha...
SUNDAY today... i slept thru that's it.. HAHA..
well i would want to do my projects now.. dun wanna waste my time no more.. LET's STRIKE FOR THE BEST!!!

Sunday, July 22, 2007

men of the seas

yo yo yo! haha.. my yesterday only can be describe as FANTASTIC.. flawless..
i woke up like 7 and pack my bag with all the crappy stuff, towel undies shoes blah.. haha.. where i realise i lost one of my undies at the last sentosa trip when i try to trace my memory back.. haha.. nnb think i will go shop for boxer wanna try boxer.. i took my fugly black converse canves for kayak training.. damn ugly.. i bought it for 49.90 when i was secondary 2 with SHORT PANTS then of course the reason why i still kept it till now not spoiled... siva.. basket.. he freaking not allow me to wear it.. but am quite thankful to him cause it really looks aweful.. haha..
anyway i wore my always worn FBT training jersey to basketball training at wrs... i arrived late.. as usual.. haha.. then they all,my teammates, DIAO me lor! wtf haha..
just when i happily gg to try the hoop i realise that fucking jun feng which i contact and continueously repeats the information to him the previous day-is late.. wtf.. hhaha.. when i call him.. he stil on his bed.. great guy..
yup we end our bb taining early cos of the rain.. and that great guy friend of mine suggest to eat chicken rice oppposite of school when we are already late for our SPA's kayak training.. but still we went with the team for "breakfast".. we waited for wen yi who is also late.. hahha...
cut story short.. the 3 of us carrying our wardrobe on our back to poly marina which is fucking far and isolated place- took us 30 mins to find our way there in west coast park.. haha..
KAYAK!!!! i got to team with karen on the 2 men kayak.. she's great.. great cohension.. haha.. on the sea the 3 of us, wen yi jun feng and me, agn crack a lot only-understand-by-our-ownselves-jokes.. so 3 of us went laughing when everybody = gloomy.. haa.. it seems to me that only 3 of us out of the WHOLE SPA is that lame.. hhaa.. on the sea jf "volunteer" himself to "demostrate" to us capsize.. haha.. when he claims that he delibratly did that to make us laugh.. of course nobody believes his excuses.. HAHA! we got a chance to ride a power boat, something like speed boat but with air ballons, where we experience cynthia's skills.. and see jf embarrass himself on the boat.. haha!
so we went to play pool after training even though we are half dead.. i spent like 10 dollars eating junk food when i watched them play pool at clementi arcrade.. wtf wtf wtf.. haha.. afterwards we played daytona then of course photo hunt with the remaing credits! haha..
on the way back home.. they company me to collect my black pant(minah's) which cost initially 49.90 but after discount 19.90!!! haa.. in the end they all bought the same pants with me cost they are amaze by the price too.. haha... we went to marsiling for alteration to make it really skinny.. $16 to alter it lor.. nnb jeans 19.90 alter 16.. haha..
is really a joy to train with wen yi jf and SPA.. really thankful.. i'm looking forward for the next one! and of course i will have to start doing my being-drag and delayed-projects.. ZZzzz..

Thursday, July 19, 2007

days filled with fun..

and wtf wtf wtf... today's lesson starts on 8 and woke up like now? 10.45... great... i think i would just wait for them to finish their break then join in for class.. haha..
alright.. ermm last week wed i ran poly 50 for SPA.. did't got in for top 10.. 23rd.. some of my teamates were crying when taking photos.. but congrates to SPA's 1st team.. they got 6th.. =]
overall i really had fun.. running together with them.. got to know more ppl in adventure now.. hahah.. we had our 1st upgrading lesson ytd too.. quite boring.. for theres a lot of stuff to brief.. so is not so much PT that i imagine.. damn sian sitting around hearing them talk.. haha..
this few days was quite tiring.. julian came back... haha.. he just left again today.. lame.. haha.. cannot stay longer ar?? bodoh.. hahha...
anyway we really spend time with him during the weekends and ytd... k let's start talking from last fri.. most of us went down to RP in same time wait for those that only can come later.. so we went to play monopoly at RP's cafe.. haha.. we really made a lot of noise pollution.. screaming and shouting.. haha.. ALLIES!!
yup.. then we went to play basketball till 11.30 pm i guess or later.. haha.. even with the lights off we just continue all the crap.. so after that we all went back to clean up in our respective home.. we met up midnight to 515 kopitiam and really feast.. haha.. and of course "cam-whore"(i really hate this term.. really sounds like bitch.. but anyway eileen intro me to this term.. haha!) so we could't get enough.. we went to mac after supper,3am roughly, and act like zombies there.. haha! we all went back around 5 and really rest well.. but of course i did't! wtf wtf wtf agn..
i slept like 6 and woke up like 8 for my basketball training where i ask gy to come along with us that day.. and afterwards i join the rest straight.. i was like almost dead.. until we have our meal at chicago steakhouse.. not bad la the food.. just the steak.. freaking stone.. haha.. so lian went back and so all the others..
till ytd where he inform us he's at civic center.. haha.. wtf.. so all went down and he gave us a treat at soup restaurant.. wahahha.. byebye lian.. =]
well well i gonna have training on sat and i gues i will go for my kayart lesson after that.. haha.. wanna get my star.. haa.. and and i really need some long pants.. getting bored.. i need to change image.. GIVE ME MINAH's PANTS!!
( so all along it is you.. =] )





Saturday, July 7, 2007

working hard and hard working..

wtf.. we did't got that lottery.. haha! leong me and teh bought it lor.. our 6 millions dreams.. gone.. hahha... at least we still have our friendship to celebrate with.. =]
was gossiping with them and da on thurs after our basketball game.. haha.. so we was just exaggerating everything.. hahha! leong me and teh starting sitting on the ground to bring out that jun da was sitting on the chair.. then we went shouting "omg.. jun da.. the gossip KING!!" haha.. really crappy.. yet fun..
afterall jun da got sick so do teh but he went home 1st.. teh leong with me went pasa malam! haha.. then spend like 10 dollars each to get junk food.. haha.. and a super nice and somewhat healthy snack which cost 60 cents!! took a short walk to a resident corner to have our junk food.. and where we pick our numbers for lottery! hahaha..
i got home was almost 12.. unable to finish my food of course.. stomach filled with crap.. haha.. realise mum cooked for me organic food! HHA which means if i dun finish them i will get terkan.. hahha.. so took me quite a while till i feel hungry agn.. then i got to bed going 2.. wtf.. in the end.. i skip fri lesson and training.. hahha.. well my lesson starts on 9.. but i got up like 1... hahahaha!!
this week was quite a good week for me.. not much homework.. not much new stuff to get into my brain.. well still trying hard not to be late and be attentive on class.. i guess i can do it.. since my classmate is all trying to.. haha.. now i look at jun feng, he reminds me of my past.. lousy classmates.. lousy result.. everyday i went to school to wait for school end.. that life sux.. i wanna help him.. i dun wanto see him in my steps.. he's gonna be good..
today 7.7.7 LIVE EARTH man!! suppose to get my bb training but was raining heavily.. and postpone to tomorrrow.. which i dun think i'll be able to make it.. since i've already promise wes that i'l go sentosa with him.. anyway i'm staying home today.. wana catch the concert.. madonna, coldplay and RHCP.. omg..
I created this tee!!!!
slacking at np..
again nothing to do..


canvas that eileen say is not nice.. -_-

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

that's all!

we lost.. out of youth cup.. so that was my 1st and last trophy 4 yrs back.. sad to say.. but still stand proud.. thank you..
just came back from sentosa with ex4.5 and yz.. i woke up like 7.30.. but i still got late even we meet 9 am.. Zzz.. we took a bus there and act like aunties and crazy on it.. so we really had fun tanning and chatting at the beach.. we went to tahjong isolated beach.. haha.. more in love with that beach now.. it always bring me fun.. siloso and palawan is like crap.. pack with ppl and noise..
it isn't hard to see the joy from the face of them.. they showed it without hiding.. laugh like nobody's business.. shout vuglarites with no fear that we will get offended.. hahha.. with all sort of jokes and sounds that near to extinct in my life.. thanks for bring those back to my life.. michelle lun da pei ki suria ch mili yz..
was like shock when saw that cyclist that i tried to make fun of look almost her.. i stone for a couple of seconds before i can make another decision with my brain.. clown.. hhaha..
am gg to buy a bag for myself soon... getting bored of everything in my room..
thank you mum... helping me out in my bedroom... it's all clean and tidy agn.. really appreciate her help.. even though sometimes she's super irritating but she's the greatest... no doubt..
gonna have my SPA training tomorrow... wanna train like mad then rest like mad and do well like mad.. that's the way i wanna live.. not a drag.. but a pull..
[I wanna get excited over every little thing in my life again]


wanna take that down b4 she become metal like me.. hhaa.



yay.. we pissed ppl off sometimes.. hhaha..

gatsby with armpit hair..


thirst in our life..

reasons to be missed..

Thursday, June 14, 2007

get to the main topic la!





the day before was fantastic.. i went out with alex nick dan and lun for dinner.. at steakhouse with the MUST TRY fish and chips.. hahha.. lame.. it is written on their menu.. MUST TRY.. hahha.. am quite happy that we still can come along.. wanna spend time with some of them desperatly.. really missing them..
today i'm suppose to celebrate jun feng birthday.. but i did't go.. guess i just sick of his click.. dun wana go back to the past.. dun like their presence..
but still i'm sorry for my friend.. happy birthday..
well my prediction is correct.. not that i'm a guru of love.. just that it is obvious.. why dun he believe me? why dun he heed my advise? it doesn't matter anymore.. since it has already ended.. i'm actually quite happy for him.. finally my good friend is awakening.. i dun think that she suits him or even match up to him.. if they gonna patch or something lame.. i gonna vomit..Zzz..
and we lost ytd to wee tiong by 3 points.. i got like no chance to play. not a single min.. is that all?? is that all that i have.. all that i suppose to get? not yet.. not yet.. i have not given up.. i will still be there.. till i got chance.. i will give my all out.. then they will see.. it's not late..
*i freaking dislike this feeling.. "u think i care?!".. dun give me such a lame thingy then expect me to believe.. rubbish..

Sunday, June 10, 2007

pimpy holiday

yup.. after the test week i'm pimpled... Zzz.. really look super ugly now.. my whole face covered with pimples.. too bad. i did't take good care of my skin during test week.. was busying staring on those words on my lappy..
i went out with wes and eileen for shopping... haha.. i bought a clothe but i think it really makes me look like "wrs ah beng".. doesn't matter.. since everybody sees me that way.. hack..
went to play basketball with jun feng gy wei hai shannon and kok hao.. haha.. long time since this grp come along.. but too bad the weather was not on our side.. rain heavily.. but we still enjoyed our game in the rain.. haha..
then we got to 888 for KFC where gy kena some kuku ppl influence one of my long-time-and-don't-really-wish-to-see-him junior which find troubles with him.. <---sounds singapura.. hahha... anyway then he make a big fuck by throwing a cup of water to us and run away.. wtf.. can u die? in front of me pls.. Zzz.. run like a coward.. chicken.. yup.. we got to confront him.. then those kuku ppl around him which i think they had him on spell or something go "ka chiao wei".. which means talk as a third party.. u know what i mean.. so he refuse to apologise..
we are like who cares.. since he can already do such childish action.. really felt sorry for him.. having such friends around.. although i'm not close with him and he already a trouble maker basketball junior during my secobdary school days, i still hope he go somewhere good..
we're cool still.. on way back with gy.. i suddenly remember what lim, my coach, taught us when our opponent try to find trouble with us.. " it's because that u are stronger than them.. that's why they are angry and express it out.. for they have no other way to solve the problem except acting like gangsters.."
well, another lessoned learned..
i just can't wait for my class outing.. gg to bowl.. but i have no idea or whatsoever bout bowling.. haha.. think i go there spend money and bond with my classmate ba.. hahhaa... it's should be fun.. it WILL be fun.. hhaa.. hope i won't be pimpled by then! =]

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

still the same?

alright gona finish my test tomorrow! i really made a big mistake today.. deleting my work when it's done.. i guess i wil fail my internet technology for sure then.. idiot mistake. i realy freak out when i deleted it.. but after 5 mins i know it's gone case le.. i don't even bother to save the rest of my work and just exit the window.. joke of the day.. ZZzz.. nvm.. it's all over... lesson learned..
already preparing for my holidays.. hahha.. gonna go out with eileen and wes for GSS(great singapore sales)!! i wonder what will i find.. hahah.. urge to spend some cash... haha..
WE WON!! haha... for my basketbal match with zhong ching.. 88-40.. next match would be with wee tiong.. i guess we gonna have some difficulties winning them but for sure we'll overcome!! hahha.. but i'm gonna miss my bekelah trip for my match.. =/
it's not the same anymore.. that day i met kelvin on the train.. after "hi" and "where you going?" basically we act like strangers.. guess that proves it.. it's the end of our "closeness".. we are no longer bond no longer like the past.. haiz.. now then i regret not standing for him when ppl oppose him.. because of an inconsiderate group of ppl i gave up a good friend.. hmm.. it doesn't matter anymore.. he was with his gf then.. he really look happy and the "short" conversation we had, i can feel that.. he is happy..
maybe i should learn from him? get into a new surrounding..
waiting for spunk to reply me.. basket send email for 2 days le still haven reply me.. i wanna get some training and skills from there.. hahha.. wanna have a better portfolio maybe. =]
well it's gonna be a great holiday.. <"and i'm really jealous" emerge>.. hold fast my beliefs..

Sunday, June 3, 2007

wah piang aye!

GEOMATICS!!!
forever no.5*




yay~e~yay..
kinder bueno = greatest..
this word can almost describe my week brieftly - stress.. not that i cannot handle my school work.. but hard for me getting all the e-learning week's assignment done..
next week will be my 1st term test in sp! hope i can do well.. should be no problem passing it.. the vesak day wasn't a rest day for me neither i spend like almost the whole day on CAD which then i realise i have A LOT of mistake on my drawing... ZZZ.. total sian diao... then give up and just email the uncorrected work to brian, my lecturer, which i hope he will mark my drawing leniently..
i spend my day searching through woodlands for my "ah beng" shoe.. but greatly demoralised and disappointed when i found nothing in the end.. just told myself that God wants me to save money so have to stop me from buying things that He'll provide me next time.. hahha.. i bought 2 patches, initially i hoped to use that on my cap but i realise it's too big.. then i got nowhere to "dispose" the 2 patches, could't throw it away neither.. it cost me 8 dollars.. heart pain.. i guess i will use it on my next laptop case.. hhaha..
tomorrow, sunday, will be my match.. my very 1st match after 2 years leaving sch.. am really happy that i'm able to represent my school again althought i have graduated.. thankful for the chance given.. got my jersey washed and dried.. and got it hang at the best corner of my wardrobe.. hhaa.. it reminds me.. it bring back great memories.. still remember when i got my 1st jersey.. still remember basketball was my life.. nothing can weight more that it.. willing to give up everything for it.. the only purpose of me going school then was basketball, my coach, my teammates.. the happiness was all that i have in my life, all that i ever got..
but now everything had change.. still miss the carefree life where i can think nothing more or nothing less than basketball.. but am glad that i have moved on.. now was even greater.. i felt that i have really grown.. not much physically but mentally.. haha..
"it" is now my new love.. =]

Sunday, May 27, 2007

holding on..

soon e-learning week will end.. again.. as usual.. like last time.. i did't finish all my work.. was quite sad that i did't make it on time.. but doesn't matter anymore.. no point circling my life in the past.. haha..
the only thing i remember i did today was watch "kang xi lai le" on youtube.. i almost watch every availble episode that is uploaded to youtube.. haha.. o yes.. and play pokemon on vba.. HAHA.. super addictive..
i'm gonna buy a "ah beng" shoe, named and heard from si ting, which is plan white and no design.. cos i wanna design it myself! i even got the design ready.. hhaa.. actually i just bought another converse canves shoe.. which i think is really nice.. but it doesn't anymore bring me the same excitement i got when i got my 1st converse.. so i decide to do something new.. haha.. i need to do some research..
just got a new latin phrase today "gaudet patientia duris" it means overcome hardship or patience or welcome endurance or will be brave.. something like that.. which in simpler form.. it means willard... hahha.. that's my name in latin! haha.. then i got to read the 1st willard's, simon willard, letter to his ancestor.. it is filled with those "pls O God" "how i love you" kind of metaphor.. which i felt a depth in the letter which also make me sleepy.. haha..
but from the explaination of "willard" that the webby provides it ignite my excitement to do well for my studies again..
i'm really glad that i came pass those website.. now i am quite positive that i will overcome those hugh obstacle i'm facing in my studies again! haha.. just would't want my parents to be disappointed with my result again..
then this phrase came to my mind again "you only got 1 life to spare".. let's do it again! and do it right this time!! =]

Monday, May 21, 2007

haha life..

sat and sun was fantastic helping out in srrr.. although we, freshies, did't contribute much but we had fun talking crap and playing catching midnight when everybody was asleep.. hhaha.. most of the time there we just sit or lay around, not much job was given to us.. we played heart attack till we break one of the table.. HAHA..

of course we realy use up our strength helping them move stuff from sp to clarke quay and we got to know uncle mohan who is super funny and somewhat pervertic.. haha..

but most of the fun come frm the 1st day.. cos jun feng janice yit hong eng heng went home cos they are tired and wen yi cos his grand dad pass away.. left mervin eugine and me there slogging.. really want to rest when they left.. but was too worried that the rest cannot handle "close up" after such tiring duties.. so i, the only freshies who stay over night, stayed through for them.. sianzzz..
but to think another way, i benefited.. cohension with the other spa member grow even larger.. haha.. just can't wait for the next training!
this week is e-learning week.. really thinks that e-learning week is a useless programme but anyway i got to stay home the whole week.. i'm gonna finish up all my work fully use my time on my work and spending some with my friends (bananas) and gc egg! of course gg shopping with gy soon! haha..

(i freaking like her!!)

Monday, May 7, 2007

fantastic weekend








really had fun in adventure camp.. of course there is a lot "sianzzz" ppl at there la which super piss me off.. but overall the activites and some enthu ppl there make me felt comfortable.. haha.. make quite a few friend.. they are really fun ppl especially cynthia jocelyn(QUICKSAND!) and wen zhong.. super lame.. hahah.. with janice and zu hui gg on with our "sorry ar~" and backstabbing.. hahahhaha!
well today is quite tiring, and as usual i'm late.. and skiped the 2hr lab.. haha.. freaking need more sleep.. was sitting with my classmate near mobly during break time.. was discussing who gordon like.. hahha.. and he show favouritism to karstern(guy).. we all peng x2 la.. but of course is just a joke. wonder who he like.. hhaha.. was like super busy after sch.. went to meet janice for her tee then realise she got it frm zu hui already.. zzz.. and let me wait for her 1 hr!!! basket.. "sorry ar~" haha.. yup.. then took train with her back home.. just when i tot i can quietly emo back home i met geok ching.. hhahaha... then send her back also.. hhaa.. the weather is damn warm.. melting me.. came home and did my homework... and then i made a contact list for my muk muk wa wa team.. haha... freaking mervin handwriting is super bad.. let stone for quite awhile til i understand what he's writing.. hhaa..
i'm super excited for tomorrow's training.. wanna prove them all wrong.. wana tell them that i can do it agn.. really being motivated by gilert arenas words.. "when no one believes, believe in yourself".. not gg to just sit there and admit i'm weaker.. gonna work hard for it.. and bring myself to the top!! impssible is nothing.. adidas seh! (haha ding wei's trademark) let's go! =D