i wonder why i cried

one of strangest moment happened to me just a hour or so ago..
i came back from running, while doing cool down, i was watching tv(standing behind dad). it was showin mindee ong doing volunteery work in taiwan..
she went to a home, and it was this old mischievous lady that caught her attention.. taking her temperature and helping her for health check.. she fidget and refuse to get a proper temperature check, acting like a kid.. a widow since young she bear 8 child, 4 which pass away, the rest only visit her occasionally(rather/might be even less then annually).. abandon her at home.
when mindee ong asked her "are you happy? -with your life (in mandarin)". she laugh and answered "YES". but when mindee persist, urge to understand more, asking about her child. she remain silence and tears filled her eyes to the brim..
it's only when mindee quickly reponse, to her reaction, saying "it's okay.. you got us................."
she grab mindee into her arms and hug her like her's, breaking into tears..

me behind my dad, was already wiping away, i can't differentiate tears or sweat.. quickly.. i went to take a bath(i know i might cry like baby if i continues watching.. haha)

i remind myself that while this world progressess, i'll keep my roots down deep.. it's only when ur anchors are plant down deep, then u ride the waves that hits you time and time again..

the old lady acts like a underage when she hugs mindee.. but it was this pure and innocent actions that let me felt, i just need to refresh and go back to how i faced this world when i was a kid.. not being fearful to try and anticipating every single seconds that is coming..

i'll need to do some reflecting................................

loving this song

loving this song

i'm damn EXCITED..3 star assessment!!

my 1st salad

was having fever and felt really unwell ytd and this morning.. skip trng and rest home.. glad that i'm recovering now.. TMD scare i was infected with H1N1..
still feel quite dizzy and my appetite pls come back to papa soon..

ah! yes i got lots of free time today.. so i wanted to try cook(afternoon).. but who know i will fell asleep right on my com's table.. for 5 hrs.. haha..
i woke up around 9pm.. was a little hungry and want something light.. made my way to ntuc and bought some vegetables and try to make myself my-1st-salad! haha.. i guess it's quite a success with my newly thousand island source


hahaa.. took around half and hour to get all stuff ready.. (lettuce, carrot, potato and APPLE!)
and the end product......................................



okie la quite nice.. i will make one soon again!

(went back fb.. haha.. farmville quite interesting... HAHAHA!!)

rubbishly nonsensical blabbering

finally tried cooking with much help from dan and gy.. what a meal.. haha!

got quite demoralise ytd when i got back my papers seeing the 33/50 piss me off, when my friends score 48/50 mostly.. maybe for 5 seconds.. then i realise.. HEY i passed! haha.. then chiong back my seat with =) and play facebook... my friends got quite fed up seeing another classmates of mine,he hates, scores better then me when he skipped most of the lessons..
but i was in a total facebook mind so i just "uh uh uh uh" all his fustration.. hah..

i'm starting to pass all my modules! yeah~~

方大同's songs quite cool ar? haha.. rubbishly nonsensical blabbering..