holding on..

soon e-learning week will end.. again.. as usual.. like last time.. i did't finish all my work.. was quite sad that i did't make it on time.. but doesn't matter anymore.. no point circling my life in the past.. haha..
the only thing i remember i did today was watch "kang xi lai le" on youtube.. i almost watch every availble episode that is uploaded to youtube.. haha.. o yes.. and play pokemon on vba.. HAHA.. super addictive..
i'm gonna buy a "ah beng" shoe, named and heard from si ting, which is plan white and no design.. cos i wanna design it myself! i even got the design ready.. hhaa.. actually i just bought another converse canves shoe.. which i think is really nice.. but it doesn't anymore bring me the same excitement i got when i got my 1st converse.. so i decide to do something new.. haha.. i need to do some research..
just got a new latin phrase today "gaudet patientia duris" it means overcome hardship or patience or welcome endurance or will be brave.. something like that.. which in simpler form.. it means willard... hahha.. that's my name in latin! haha.. then i got to read the 1st willard's, simon willard, letter to his ancestor.. it is filled with those "pls O God" "how i love you" kind of metaphor.. which i felt a depth in the letter which also make me sleepy.. haha..
but from the explaination of "willard" that the webby provides it ignite my excitement to do well for my studies again..
i'm really glad that i came pass those website.. now i am quite positive that i will overcome those hugh obstacle i'm facing in my studies again! haha.. just would't want my parents to be disappointed with my result again..
then this phrase came to my mind again "you only got 1 life to spare".. let's do it again! and do it right this time!! =]

haha life..

sat and sun was fantastic helping out in srrr.. although we, freshies, did't contribute much but we had fun talking crap and playing catching midnight when everybody was asleep.. hhaha.. most of the time there we just sit or lay around, not much job was given to us.. we played heart attack till we break one of the table.. HAHA..

of course we realy use up our strength helping them move stuff from sp to clarke quay and we got to know uncle mohan who is super funny and somewhat pervertic.. haha..

but most of the fun come frm the 1st day.. cos jun feng janice yit hong eng heng went home cos they are tired and wen yi cos his grand dad pass away.. left mervin eugine and me there slogging.. really want to rest when they left.. but was too worried that the rest cannot handle "close up" after such tiring duties.. so i, the only freshies who stay over night, stayed through for them.. sianzzz..
but to think another way, i benefited.. cohension with the other spa member grow even larger.. haha.. just can't wait for the next training!
this week is e-learning week.. really thinks that e-learning week is a useless programme but anyway i got to stay home the whole week.. i'm gonna finish up all my work fully use my time on my work and spending some with my friends (bananas) and gc egg! of course gg shopping with gy soon! haha..

(i freaking like her!!)

fantastic weekend

really had fun in adventure camp.. of course there is a lot "sianzzz" ppl at there la which super piss me off.. but overall the activites and some enthu ppl there make me felt comfortable.. haha.. make quite a few friend.. they are really fun ppl especially cynthia jocelyn(QUICKSAND!) and wen zhong.. super lame.. hahah.. with janice and zu hui gg on with our "sorry ar~" and backstabbing.. hahahhaha!
well today is quite tiring, and as usual i'm late.. and skiped the 2hr lab.. haha.. freaking need more sleep.. was sitting with my classmate near mobly during break time.. was discussing who gordon like.. hahha.. and he show favouritism to karstern(guy).. we all peng x2 la.. but of course is just a joke. wonder who he like.. hhaha.. was like super busy after sch.. went to meet janice for her tee then realise she got it frm zu hui already.. zzz.. and let me wait for her 1 hr!!! basket.. "sorry ar~" haha.. yup.. then took train with her back home.. just when i tot i can quietly emo back home i met geok ching.. hhahaha... then send her back also.. hhaa.. the weather is damn warm.. melting me.. came home and did my homework... and then i made a contact list for my muk muk wa wa team.. haha... freaking mervin handwriting is super bad.. let stone for quite awhile til i understand what he's writing.. hhaa..
i'm super excited for tomorrow's training.. wanna prove them all wrong.. wana tell them that i can do it agn.. really being motivated by gilert arenas words.. "when no one believes, believe in yourself".. not gg to just sit there and admit i'm weaker.. gonna work hard for it.. and bring myself to the top!! impssible is nothing.. adidas seh! (haha ding wei's trademark) let's go! =D

in progress..

well.. have quite a lot of information dump into my brain today.. i slightly cannot digest all the information.. fall asleep during internet tech lesson.. my internet technology cher looks like a doramon or something.. so dun blame me falling asleep.. haha.. Zzz.. he just loves to talk to himself i guess.. no matter how noisy how "attentive" we are to him, he just continue teaching..
still have quite some work not done yet.. think today i can forget about sleeping early.. hmm.. sian.. HAI SIM! dancing tiao bu dancing tiao bu.. (trying to get high)
know a new friend again! haha.. somehow i dun get why we know each other.. janice a.k.a BJ(blow job).. HAHAHA! she wear braces too.. wahaha.. finally somebody can share those jokes make on me about my teeth.. think she look somewhat like mickey mouse.. hugh eyes.. haha..
classmates today was quite high too.. playing catching with gordon.. hahah.. was really fun.. we were like rolling on our tables and floor.. then on cad lesson my cher came in with his shirt wet, raining out there.. then he ask me a strange question when i was staring him drying his wet shirt under the air-con "i'm wet. wanna blow for me?".. and i went errrrr..... then he realise his question is wrong.. and faster declare to us "i'm straight okie.." hahahahaha.. peng~
camp on saturday!! excited.. =]

whoooo saaaaa!

really fun to have gathering! haha.. know a new friend hui yan, also same slow reaction as eileen, who get excited over puma jackets that cost $15.. haha.. but of course it doesn't look nice AT ALL.. so they were quite dissapointed, lun eileen and hui yan.. haha.. afterwards when i can finally have a proper meal at CURRY FLAVOUR.. is located at city hall near long john fast food and some kuku lan shop or something.. haha.. it's fantastic! crave for curry........... whooooo saaaaa!
alright then we went to marina square when hui yan left early.. haiz.. was suppose to buy a vintage slipper but then ripcurp knock off early cos of their D&D, damn "sway".. haha..
met with alex later in the night.. then was bit jealous cos he can have gathering with the tpsu guys.. ALAMAK.. hahah.. nvm i will move to a better ground! back to the topic.. we had fun at billy bombers.. and food of course... hahha..
i reach home like 12 la.. then was like super tired.. but could't get to sleep.. maybe still overwhlem by the dissapointment of the vintage slipper.. haha.. i'm goona wake up early tomorrow to do homework!! cannot sleep liao la... not enought time.. GIVE ME MORE TIME!! haha.. just to think that i will sleep like forever when i'm dead.. i would want to do more when i'm alive! haha.. let's go! or let's mug.. hahah!!!!