patience is the ability to wait with great attitude under immerse pressure
have i really been patience to those problems in my life?
did i press on? (or had i ran away?)
all this thinking have circling at the perimeter of my brain..
it brings much sorrow, grief and most of all regrets....
what exactly have i done all this while?
what exactly have i done all this while?
what exactly have i done all this while?!?!
nothing.......
i'm still lazy, unmotivated.. (as usual)
i picked up a few sports.. grow some muscle.. got a little tanned..
did a diploma
what else?!
i'm still struggling financially
relationship with dad are still hanging half dead there
i still can't focus (ironically i made a presentation on power of focus on oral com and scored an A hahah)
i'm really a MAC trailer with a volvo engine!
where's the :"you got 1 life to spare" &
"peperation meeting opportunity" 16yrs old young chap with hugh dreams and great determination wwent?
now i'm just like playing table tennis -meet another problem/racket?.. nvm i'll just touch it and go another problem that are easier to solve..... being more vulgar i'm now being a LPPL!
when/how the hell my BREAKTHROUGH gonna come this way?!!
all this while i've not been patience with my "moutains".. allowing it to intimate me....
(when i typed this i suddenly remembers how impatience i was with eugene.. i'm so sorry chow... haha.)
need some change, desperately..
i gotta start packing my bag and start walking and stop talking.... hhaha....
really like how switchfoot(band) got their names from surfing term... switching foot to get a better stance to ride the waves...
time to switch my rusty foot.....
