time of times

somehow i felt obligated to post something up, somthing out of my life, somehting big, generous, even meaningful, something not what i did this afternoon, yesterday, blah blah.. nothing mundane nothing me. nothing.

and i can't. just could't find something that is out of me.
nothing is that selfless under this, what i put on my msn, man-made sky.

i went to my always visit web to try to find that something that will thrill my life right again, stamp my life with mana and bring me running once more.. (youtube) haha..

"the time of times" by badly drawn boy

hmm time of times... is this the time of times of yours? (x3) i asked myself..
if there is none that would bring himself to a selfless act..
well, it's time to shine..

SCM 08

yeah yeah..

standard char 1905/12287
gun time:4.48.37
net time:4.42.3

i'm really proud of myself finishing a marathon. guess most of my friends would have know that i did-i try to bomba them with every details i remeber of the race.. and mostly why they rmb, i guess, they been asking me bout my leg(i'm still limping.. Zzz..) and i 'd mostly reply them :" aye! i MARATHON runner hor!"

haha.. lame.. both physically and mentally!

well JULIAN is back from aut!! been playing basketball the past 2 days, contributing to my limping legs.. i really enjoy being with everyone again.. ya ya.. you gonna tell me it's not the same anymore.. let me tell you what.. YOU ARE NOT THE SAME, that's why... don't blame others for the fact that you are changing.. (arr.. just realise i'm like complaining when i should account what happened.. haha.. yeah btw, i'm not pinpointing any one.. just a whole i meant)
as long i know that fat ass enjoys his stay i'm glad.. =]

okie this song.. i rarely would be attracted by chinese songs the 1st time i hear it
羅志祥 - 愛轉角 , yes, i'm a bit outdated.. and yes is because that show then i heard this song.. HAHA! anyway the song is really sweet.. the lyrics is like drug making you addicted to it.. been repeating it for 712384189 times since i asked teh to send me..
it reminds me how we would feel eveytime we tried to change ourself just to suit a person we like.. i know, teary eyes.. strange, but i had that almost everytime it repeats itself - and in real life is like that too i guess, when we tried(not resiprocal to the amount i repeated the songs.. haha) to love and fail - we end up crying.. =(

the phrase "是否有爱情的美".. FAV!.. haha..

hmm.. 爱情的美.... 爱情的美.... 爱情的美..

like those times that you would think of someone hug your pillow tight and roll on your bed(if your bed big enough la), with a silly smiling.. haha..
or would burst to laughter when you think of what happen between you and her, then quickly hide away from others just not to make others fantasy run and end up with a conclusion that you are siao.. haha..
or even reading her/his msg like a thousand times, then if ever one of the text would to contain names she/he gave you (ie lazy pig), you would again roll yourself somewhere thinking yourself is her lazy pig.. and is a must to unmark that text to unread(sony erricson phones) and try to keep it as long as the phone will last.. hahah.. all this lame stuff that we did (haha, yes, i'd do that again when is comes to my turn)

nuff saying all this sweet stuff, just wait for my next post with julian and all in it.. ta ta =]

so long

oh ya.. forgot, i own a blog.. haha..

was about to vomit everything interesting that i encounter when i release that might just make u wanna "alt F4" me.. ask me rather then read me friends.. =]
so i went finding something really inspiring to give a treat to all(not much i guess. haha!) that have waited so long for this post.. haha..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-xXbkte0TWY
hear what he says on 1.30 min.. what a life that all(again i think it might be just me.. haha!) desire.. ahh... i can't wait for bali..
well yes yes yes ken bradshaw is cool but then kelly slater is still the best or quicksliver is the best.. haha..

well soon gg be standard charterd marathon and RIKE(round island kayaking expedition), ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND? i would asked myself maybe a few years back but i'm anticipating it now.. time really flies.. and yes speaking bout time, that KUKU julian is coming back on some unknown date which he refuse to reveal.. what the frog? thinking that i'll see his bloody face makes me exciting..

and look at the most handsome guy in this vid http://www.xin.sg/videoskin.php?vidz=19585












haha!

army half 08

am quite dissapointed with the timing.. well i guess u can't go any better when u got a fuck up knee..
so yes.. 3 days right after i got my knee fixed at some looks-pro-but-old chinese sensei, chinatown, with dan.. i ran my very first 21km race, very first army half..

placing 1814 / 5200
net - 2:17:12:12
gun - 2:19:39:39

almost cried when i recieve my medal.. not that i can't hold the happiness in my heart any longer.. just that my knee hurts like fuck.. nvm.. i'm glad i finish it anyway..
rest well boy.. let's prepare for a marathon.. =]

fuck up legs

studied with some really great CLASS(thomas says) SPA ppl..
haha..

yes, it is one of the very 1st time i did this year.. (touch my heart and speak only truth).. i really need to buck up..
okie other then studying it was almost all about making fun of eugene.. haha.. i seriously think eugene is a duper funny guy.. not saying he is humorous, just that his reaction is EXTRAordinary or rather comical.. haha..

right after that they went to yishun for nasi lemak where i went back to the lands of trees to play basketball.. AND.. my knee or i should typed my whole leg is in pain.. they are giving way.. why so? cos that FUCKER jia yao- we went trng for army half, and ran frm yew tee-kranji-sungi kadut-lim chu kang(visiting the fish,goat,frog farm)-made lots of detours-old lim chu kang road-and back to his hse(油池) haha.. that's fuck up tired..
so until that game where i got to team with some kuku cheena guy, i gave up.. or my legs gave me up and let gravity take it's course.. i almost kissed the floor.. Zzz..
was quite worried so i actually sms lilin, jun da, dan and called JY whether they know any good chinese sensei.. so except JY who was busy with something he told me he will give me the address later when he got it frm his mum.. the evil trio was generally quite happy to hear me injured.. haha! basket..

so i was in great pain and could't fall asleep.. i went to watch search some movies on the net.. where i watched this humongously/greatly rated by me show.. "pursuit of happyness".. i could't give anything lesser then fantastic to will smith's performance, lead actor.. he really "bought" me into the charactor's world-almost cried..

go go go and go watch it yourself.. inspiring indeed..

and praises, that i woke up with a movable leg.. still in pain yes, but at least i still can walk.. not to mention i left my com and lights switched on when i slept ytd.. not that i'm lazy, just that i cannot afford to move another inche.. lots of THANKS up there! =)

beatles

from 1957 when they are formed, then reigning in the music industry for over 20 years..

i can't believe..
i'm in love with them..
maybe i belong to 60s-70s
belong to the

Beatles-Mania

okie exam syndrome

7 mins more to 12..
12 am..

well.. have not studied for both of the tomorrow's papers.. haha.. okie.. i SLEPT thru my day..

i played basketball ytd.. got some kuku malaysian-wanna-act-pro-uncle hurt my left thumb.. and yes, now i look like a greedy kid carrying sausages on my left everywhere.. Zzz..

篮球火 highly recommend by MR teh a.k.a TEA is ta-ma-de interesting.. only interesting not because the plot sucks just that it is rather "slam-dunk".. copy cats...
anw both hooked me.. haha!

yes hearing lun gg fishing give me the urge to sprint our my hse to buy a rod.. still rmb all those nonsense i did with buddies.. haha.. like


fishing with only underwear on.. HAHAHAHA!

not to forget

gg all the way to labordor park and caught a ikan bilis size fish after more than 5hrs.. and look at that sexy back, when lun still look like a geek.. HAHAH!

but of course there are successful cases

hahahahahhahahaha! i still remember all.. vividly...
i wanna fish at our fav spot soon! tanah merah terminal.. haha.. think i wanna try new spot.. maybe west coast.. since i'll be there almost every sat.. haha..

i was rather suprise that mr hao-er is not well when i randomly google his blog.. hmm.. i read his blog, brings me much memories, and reminds me the times i was gg thru those.. it's difficult.. but afterall you will question yourself why u have done that.. which is out of the box.. it's dumb.. hope u don't follow my footsteps.. =)

random thoughts, then c.s lewis suddenly jump into the picture. his quotes bought me thru those hard days..

my fav- We all want progress, but if you're on the wrong road, progress means doing an about-turn and walking back to the right road; in that case, the man who turns back soonest is the most progressive.

listening - Hey Jude, The beatles

nuff emo-ing.. zzz.. (exam period syndrome)

as i..

before i continue.. a hugh thanks to adventure again.. a great poly 50 we went thru..
we got 10th.. yes slightly disappointed with the result.. but in the end the winner is obvious to the school.. we stole the show, i'm certain..
as i said..

- a revolutionizing batch..

arms stretched wide, as i surrender.. all..

it's national day.. =)

it mark a new time for the country.. but more.. it mark the end of probation for my dear friend wesley!! haha... so that is to say late night supper and staying overnight! G.R.E.A.T

as i ran.. i picked up so much that i filled up my pockets.. making more pockets to grab more knowledge/ memories/ impression/ experience on the way.. i grew tired.. i just want to give up..

but i finally found a solution thanks to my mentor's words.. yes i should had done that.. i wonder how many times will he give me such hugh and effective advise.. not just telling me.. but proving it to me.. indeed a incredible leader and a friend.. *c wen tai




"it's time to let go"

learn with us!

i'm feeling extremely great yeah!
had poly 50 trng till 8 plus 9.. well that's the best i've ever ran..
it's not just bout the speed.. but the spirit.. i'm getting to LOVE my club mates..

sad to say.. only few of my team came down.. well.. i don't know why.. but what i know is that a winning team is not the one who won the game, but those who enjoy with the team..
i still rmb me being in team 2.. i trained hard, but in the end doesn't got notice for my effort.. i'm demoralise.. but yet, i still did the best i could in my team..

well, it all paids off.. i earn myself friends.. yu hui and wei hong.. haha... and with them i expand my connection with jia yao, thomas, wei jie and eventually with eugene.. haha.. thinking back.. it was not just about running a 50 laps.. but getting thru a 50 laps together with a grp of friends..

ironically, today me, yu tai, thomas with 4 other team 3 guys(wei xiang, kenneth and junrong) with karen.. we hit 1hr 30mins..
it shakes the truth out of me.. it's ALL about the spirit..
without it.. we all might lost the motivation to conquer it..
with it.. we'll shock the world..
thomas even told me "aye.. i think we can break the record" hahaha.. it was a unexplainable joy that flows out of me.. that i made a connection with thomas even deeper sharing the same dream..

i hope my team wld learn this.. i got no idea how.. but heaven knows..
i guess again, i just have to do my best.. and let Him lead it all..
well tml wld be bukit timah trip.. i'm excited.. excited to get myself really prepared..

on the other hand, i'm quite guilty.. for this great this trng i had is costly.. i missed alex's bdae celebration at zouk.. well i admit.. i've not been spending effort trying to meet him.. (i spent every single bar of energy on SPA and building up my body).. but thankfully tml i still got a chance to meet him up.. he'll be participating teen's icon.. interesting.. i hope he got into the finalist.. haha.. then i got 1 more thing to show off with my friends around.. haha.. i'm proud of him.. LOVE HIM DEEP DEEP LIKE OCEAN, MISS HIM HIGH HIGH LIKE THE SKY.. hahah... te te te tetetetete..

ha-base

the sky, the air and all those butterflies are for you.. =]

i'm rubbishly irritated by my habits.. KNN.. everyday also late.. come mon.. any kind soul would check out my timetable secretly and give me morning calls without fail just so i can complete my deadly waste of time NS faster.. i don't wanna get debar for being late..
being rigid in my movements, i chose not to move as much as possible- still surffering from the pulled muscle few weeks back.. but then heaven know i cannot tarhan.. he bought me, greatest enemy to tired, internet.. and yes u can't deny the fact.. when mother nature made,body, VERSUS the human made,internet.. the winner is pretty obvious..
so with not enough sleep and pulled muscle i drag myself thru today's lesson..

but then... i still swam after all.. for 1 hr.. hahah! nnb.. i wonder what kind of trash is gg thru the frequency of my brain.. haha..

*power gushes out of my fingertips..

after sea-x 58dollars!

well i'm just back from Sea X!
fantastic camp... great to have all of you there hiyabusa and upgraders.. not forgetting some irritating alumni.. haha! THANKS..

okie so straight after the camp i have skin allergy, as usual, haha.. went to doctor loh and yes he charge me a bomb again.. 58 dollars for some crappy pills when i can recovered frm the injection.. but still i can't complain further, since he always seems to make me recover fast.. maybe i should call him 21st century 华佗.. haha..

so the very next day was school and i had fun with all my classmates gg to business block's adventure corner slacking-lepah.. haha..

will upload all those photos when i recieve it..

i dunno why.. but i VERY happy today.. maybe it's 15th of the month today.. which means... POCKET MONEY!!! haha..

soon i will be gg malaysia for white-water kayaking, taking my power boat licence, POLY 50.. and this sunday wld be safra dragon boat orientation! haha..

[ironically when i try so hard to find and failed..
but in the end seems more happy alone]


haha! =]

flap and soar!

some guts reminded me what i promised.. "see what happens if u don't do it.."
i heard one of the most amazing verse/quote from JY, he caught it on a kaykaing-steve fisher video on tube, today.. it did't quite hit me when he told me.. only when i was left all alone, trying to get some logic out of everything, i realise how hugh those words are to me..

"bankruptcy of pocket OR bankruptcy of soul?"

my choice are clear..
i have to admit.. it's not easy.. but that's what makes it, fun.
i've been wondering the past days.. me or them? that have changed.. now i know.. it was all along me.. blame it on the single-minded me.. that once i got hook on, i want to make a difference immediatly.. that's not the way.. rmb? "only man can keep his emotion"
and yes it's always the beginning that is the hardest, so make full use of the easy today since you have pass the harder yesterday..
flap and soar with me!

lardness

on eileen's, egg, blog.. there is this GREAT personality test.. which i think is way cool..
go have fun discovering yourself then! http://www.ipersonic.com/type

anyway i'm a GT, in the test.. so friends.. SURPRISE me!
hahah..

i'm having exam now.. don't wish me luck.. wish me strength! thanks! =)

to you

it's been the second day of holiday.. i'm already feeling it is draggy..

went running and did some conditioning.. super tired.. got home bath and slept.. got this dumb dream.. that i was running away from some tsunami.. only to be awake when the damn water gonna hit me.. it's been long since i felt so FREAKING hungry.. haha..
sitting alone in my room never felt so bad.. maybe it was fine cause i always try to use up every bar of energy i have.. the only thoughts i have was to sleep immediatly..
i'm floating around with her, self made, presence.. thinking if time would to flow upstream.. she might enjoy laying around my room which is that comfortable.. but yeah.. i'm all alone.. looked down and pulled my hair with my hand.. when i realise i've been talking to myself in this lonely room.. psycho..
still rmb what u told me.. how ur dad worked so hard for your family.. where you belong.. how irritated u get at how ppl look at you.. how u hate those materialistic.. how u lost ur watch cos of KP.. well it reminds me of you everytime i see ppl eating ba chor mee.. those reactions i rmb.. those gesture, tone and how you look at me..
it's not reasonable.. it's not me.. allowing someone i know not long, to be circling my brain that long.. i still keep ur sms.. when my phone spoils, it wasn't "shit! i've to spend money for a new phone".. but it was "shit! that's my memories of you".. thank God i still have that pathetic 3 sms i've saved in my sim card.. and i guess that was enough.. enough for this lifetime..
i'm quite fed up actually.. fed up of my life.. that it was gg wrong.. i'm not ready for this shit.. i was never ready.. but i got no time to waste.. time to strike back!
i don't want to be telling others how i did it last time.. but i want tell others how i made it..

arr...

forget bout the past.. it bring me no further..
look to the future.. it keeps me going..

byebye. =]

SRRR 2008

i know 5 mins more if i still dun get my ass off my chair i wld be late for sch..
but nvm let's type a happy post 1st..

well SRRR just over.. and i'm terribly tired.. working with mr ko was super enriching.. leading me to every small little details.. must really thanks cyn and kun han(alumni) giving me lots of chance to perfect my driving skills.. althought half way thru got one di siao kia come disturb my perfect day.. JIA L****... haha.. i really got no idea why everybody is guarding him.. anyway while on the boat ALONE with him, he did't irritate me that much, YET!
haha..
after the event end, he went missing.. only be found with all my freshies girls... leaving all his other alumnus working with us retrieving the boats...
NO WONDER........ haha..
well i made quite a few friends at SRRR.. but was quite upset that my freshies did't enjoy that much i enjoyed previous year.. where eh wy jf and me was running like mad everywhere.. hahah! arr... i miss..
i bought a surf pants for myself... it cost me a FUCKING 79 dollars.. but was really glad, that was covered by my huang mu niang niang-mum.. and i really love my mum to go shopping with aunt.. cos when they get tgt, i always benefits, they get more generous... haha! just last week i was disturbing+bugging my aunt to bring me australia.. and this week i just got to know, with my mum and aunt, WE WILL BE GG AUSTRALIA IN DECEMBER!!!!!! muhahahahahahahaa....

FATASTIC....

i just can't wait to pull my mum around to all the surfer's boutique... haha... clearing all their stock.. -with my mum money... YEAH... that's what teenager are best at.. haha!

so i went gym-ing ytd.. got myself some good work out as usual.. but something different is that i have to wash my own clothes when i got home.. huang mu niang niang went genting happy hours with her friends.. zzz..
i change immediatly when i got home and went down 888 bb court for a couple match with jf teh and leong.. well i must say the enjoying part wasn't the playing but was the dinner after the game.. haha... we were crapping all the way there.. *i'm happy you like it.. =]
i got home like 12.30..

soon enough i will be having my holidays.. gotta make use of it... PLAY STUDY PLAY STUDY AND PLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY...

can't wait..

[we just acted like we don't know each other]

bored x 1 million

my phone had a little swimming lesson on sat at PM.. damn!

anyway sunday i went PM too for a short lesson with mr ko and all the other seniors and friends, getting use to the power boats.. ty cyn.. =)

okie after that which ends round 2.. i flash to harbour front to join all my khakis for sentosa.. then i realise i got FUCKING lots of ppl which i yet know.. all ended and i went to orchard with mr EH to repair my sony-erricson-gave-up-hope-repairing phone.. which then they inform me i still have my warrenty.. sweet....... but they could't comfirm it'll still be workable after reparing.. just hope all be well.. ALL MY MONEY SUPPOSE TO GO TO GSS K?!

so i went out with dan teh lun jun da and 2 other their classmates today.. caught 'what happen in vegas'.. greatly rated by me.. and cameron diaz...... OMG... she's hot..

okie as usual i'm out of words.. but just looking back the past post, all emo, i decided to give something less 'my chemical romance' and bring some sunshine to my blog.. =)

yessssssssaaaaaa <--- still rmb how i was crazy shouting it 2 yrs back... now all my freshies are shouting this too.. a feeling out of this world.. thanks for the meomories.. temasak..

yessssaaaaaaaa..............

allez........

freshies all the way.. FUCKING thankful for all my men.. i can't imagine without u all, GLs GPPLs and my commitee.. photos wait for my friendster la.. i think if u wanna know what happen just click on my link to SPA and to someone or another from there.. they will detail the camp yeah!

and yes there are no exception.. i'm late today.. well there makes me "on time for this sem" = ZERO!
well reaching 11am was killing for me since my lesson was starting on 8am.. HAHA!
yesssaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!

ARR!!

again i wanna say this.. "maturity is not seen purely by behavior.. but also reaction.." they always prove my point..

anyway blogging been EXTREMELY emoish for me this pass months.. come mon blogspot.. bring joy..

Bom Bom Bom Bom~~~ random.. haha!

"But your picture on my wall
It reminds me
that it's not so bad
It's not so bad.." okie i admit, i still miss you..



water my eyes.. 劉明峰-無盡的愛

[看時間悄悄劃開我們的距離　讓我不能自己
沒有你的未來...
你的愛　我總是放不開]

revolution starts here

just 5 more days.. it would be SPA FO camp... it's where the table turns.. it's where our preperation will meet to the chance given to us.. it's where revolution starts..

ytd was busy yet enjoying day.. i start it right after a fantastic sleep, 10 hrs. hahah! but sadly i'm still late althought i woke up early. so when i reached clementi, ppl for canoe sport elective already waiting for me.. they must be cursing me.. "who's that dumb fuck instructor.. 1st lesson also can late.." haha.. that's more waiting session to come students! haha..

so generally teaching the grp of them was quite enjoying and easy.. i guess it's their 1st time.. they bound to be bit nervous and will listen to every command me and jia yao gave.. after all of that we went to that ta-ma-de-expensive-nasi-lemak store to have our lunch.. which cos me like $7 plus total.. we went back to sp joining the rest of my commitee and GLs.. they were singing camp songs then.. and i'm greatly glad to hear and see such spirit..

shortly after i've disturb some ppl there i went back to clubhse to have a short nap which i realise the air-con was not on and the dumb fuck humid weather cause me to sweat a waterfall.. which then i was too tired to even care and slept while floating on the the waterfall.. seriously this few days the weather is kind of sick..

in the night me and jun feng went all the way to kovan to play bb match.. sadly we lost to the host.. by 3 points.. zzz... but on the other hand we did quite well without any intense training and bonding time..

i was near to forgetting her i thought.. but when friends speak of her.. i........
hope all be well for you..

退后

amazed how things is fitting into a big picture in my life...

i went for a meeting with various clubs and SAA... well boring i guess... can't wait for SRRR...

the meeting only lasted 1 and a half hrs.. and everytime my mind run her image pass my brain i worte a 杀.... interesting.. i wrote 3 of them.. so that means i only can go on without her memories for half an hour? that makes me thinking bout her every 1/48 of my day..

haha.. too much probability in maths lesson..

最美的爱情回忆里待续..
it's time to move on..

brand new life

i've been duper emo this few days.. repeatedly asking myself the same question over and over again, is this the end? ,not giving me rest.. tried a few methods to forgive myself.. but those thoughts of her are suffocating me.. suciding..

"haven we met? you're some kind of a beautiful stranger. you could be good for me. i've had a taste for danger." - madonna

stuff my schedule with all sorts of work.. i even start doing self-revision! haha.. that's rare..
i must really thanks jun feng eng hin and wen yi.. filling up most of the gap in my life.. making me really better.. but everytime when i have to be alone.. she never fails, never fails to make me feel guilty.. i hate myself.. being such weak.. i'd laugh at those who cried for their misery relationship.. a retribution? you really got me this time.. never i've felt such need for another person..

"it wears me out.
if i could be who you wanted.
all the time" - radiohead

haha.. this song again.. shuffle mode also can skip to this.. you win liao la.. =]

"just to get a better view. one fine day!" - alastair binks

change to something more less emo.. and yes it was a fine day and it'll be.. look straight look ahead.. always look on the bright side of life!!!!! haha.. better days have ended.. best days are ahead of me.. gonna grap every single hope i have.. i decide the future.. believe in Him, He will bring me there..
i guess it is hard to forget.. but i am not ready to start forgetting.. i'm still young.. memories are fresh with me.. slowly she might not appear in my life.. but that's might i typed.. DASH DASH DASH WILLARD!!
3.2 for this sem i will aim.. 8.4 mins for 2.4km, 10 pull ups, 42.195km and yes... her... none is running away from me..
i don't need luck.. i need determination and most of all.....





faith.

i still..

i really hates april.. it's always this way.. 9-16 april... is the worst dates in my life..
give me back my mind... you...






i'm sorry..

i really don't mean it.. i'm just a dumb ass.. i'm just so idiot.. i've try so hard and u burst it now.. it's all gone?
i dun even dare to dream about it.. can u give me light again? i beg u..
pick up my call pls...

NNB ASS

NNB CB KNN LAN PA JI NO KUKU BIRD FUCK YOU!!

okie that's better..

just when i'm freaking pissed i pass by the stupid photos frm edison and gillian.. dumb fuck.. not just their reputation are spoiled, those FUCKING images are haunting everybody! wtf..................................................................................

nuff say..

rp race was fun.. "surf and sweat" was "drench and cold".. at least SPA chalet was enjoying... arr.. i'm running out of time... time are all squash.. give me some air to breathe..........
my sis coming back home like 2 hrs later.. and i realise i've not seen her for a year.. okie quite excited to see junior and jester(her dogs).. but more excited bout the ang bao..
alright i'm emo.. maybe cos i have yet shit or something.. so i'm feeling terrible now.. arr..

NB LA U CB WTF... dun give me shit excuse! U DUMB FUCK!

and o ya.. chinese shit year..

ya something like this

okie i LOVE the concert.. althought describe we tio the very sian ppl around us by julian.. i'm having a lot of fun ignoring them.. haha!
julian complains switchfoot not singing [concrete girl] haha.. but i rather they sing [faust,midas and myself]

okie if u totally don't understand what i'm talking..

you are a jerk.. go check out their songs..


generally, they played all those heavy publicize songs on the airwaves.. so i guess they satify most of our thirst..
i went sch today.. for some serious crappy enroment orientation shit.. which i think the spsu can make their own decision.. in the end the dragonboaters are making the suggestions.. and they decide to show case the freshies how "sporty" we are.. we gonna "decorate" our combined any kind of sports club room to a widely-will-thought-is-a-museum corner.. arr... shitty..
anyway tomorow will be my rp adventure race and sun, surf and sweat plus SPA chalet!! OMG can't wait..

switching yet foot

finally.. i've spend up my week pocket money just for this.. just can't wait!!
thx julian for companying me there too.. haha! i'm just too excited.. WHOOOO!!!

new new new 2008

the yr came really fast.. so fast that i dun feel the NEW year.. it seems like adulthood is coming really fast after me.. just a year more i would be 20.. omg.. 20 with a 2.. i can still clearly remember the 1st day of my secondary orientation.. and here i'm completed secondary school and studied tp, attending their crazy orientation, joining TPSU, quitted school, joined sp, joined their adventure club, joined their rock climbing, play under wrs agn, gg to my second yr in sp.. that's A LOT of stuff happened..
saw some secondary school mates at sp for open hse.. and realise how old i'm now.. leaving that beloved wrs for already 2 long yrs.. and already establishing my foot onto a new sch.. i can feel my body.. regenarating slower.. improving slower too..
i dun really like the idea of growing up.. dun really like the idea i would soon be in the most time wasting activity of every male in singapore -- NS..
sp got me attachment.. i'd be send to a piling company.. which i guess i would't have heavy or no work load.. haha.. that must be great.. but sadly the attachment might clash with my team overseas trip, graduation trip and camp, and all kinds of fun activities..

arr.. hope everything will be fit to a full picture.. dun wanna skip any of those..

julian is finally back from england.. he played basketball with banana the previous day.. but sadly i joined them a little too late.. the fun part was almost over.. hope my attachment would't affect the time that i can spend with him and of course pls God pls keep him longer with us..
i dun really like this feeling.. this feeling where banana gonna break up or had break up.. i still wanto make the jersey we've always talked about.. i still wanna be enthu of basketball for 6 hrs, street soccer at void deck, endless pool and lan, crazy chalet, nonsensical jokes and "double backstabbing" we cracked. hhaa.. i still wanna do what we discussed.. i still wanna spend time with everyone of them.. is it because of time that we drifted apart? or is it culture that bought us further? i guess? both..
can we still bring back our friendship i wonder.. i guess not really possible but still.. possible..
if we could all put in effort.. in forgiving, changing and most of all accepting every of us all over agn..

i know lim have discount on adidas items.. but i've never imagine it would be a 51% dicount on every item!!!! great.. i think i would buy myself a basketball shoe AND a running shoe.. taking full advantage of lim privillage.. haha!

monday would start my hell test and exam week.. so i guess it is time to put down everything else and focus.. this time i would aim for a 3.2.. haha.. but that also means i have to put in x2 effort from now on.. and i.. will do that! haha.. just watch me shine! =)

i'm hook to this..

sat would be night cycling with sports club.. excited.. =)