and it's this day... where counter hit 77 days... i'm ord-ing soon.. oh my...
i just went LOUD! camp.. was given the privileged to lead a house hahah.. so much fun.. my fb was bombard with photos, and this is the very 1st time i'm not uncomfortable with the excessive exposure of me on social media.. it actually helped me(surprisingly).. the photos is evident to many of my friends that I AM(proud to declare) connected to a group of fun-loving human..
it cleared the cloud/mist/smoke whatever it is from others, some were unsure and asked me, "it is a church camp?!?!"(yup they can't believe for it looks extremely fun!) and i for the very 1st time, again, admit relationship i have with the church.. i finally let go that little resistance and pride i have.. i was afraid to proclaim.. thinking if i do, what if i don't behave like one? i'd be sucha embarrassment... but then who is perfect? hahaha.. yeah who is? there is actually no one perfect human on Earth standing so why should i be shy of my imperfection.. why should i then be shy of my faith..
well here goes.. i'm a God-loving people-caring CHRISTIAN! :)
oh it's a happy day.. my off day haha...
i'm nearing my end day in the service.. life in office is actually improving and definitely much fulfilling compared to when i just got posted there 8 months ago.. i'm relief with the sudden change of attitude from my superior, really thankful that he is now much cooperative and way better mannered haha... yeap working hard and enduring finally pays off... those day where i have to reprint and re-edit my AI for him 8 times so he can sign on and let me continue conducting is gone.. haha
ah.. i'm excited and nervous what's after NS.... i believe it's not gonna be a smooth sailing transition neither will it be easy for me to break thru.. but hey! what is easy in life? if i use 9gag vocab to describe how i feel now......
hahaha