again this date.. haha...
many event to update
-enlist ocs
-did a 28 days RCP and total 32 days in camp stay
-just 1 more week to pro term
i wonder what really motivates me(that much)?
anxiety about the future..
so truthfully, i asked myself, i'm running this race for a greater purpose or just matching my self-esteem? is again the pride issue...
why is EVERYONE so prideful bout their success? you should know very clearly the moments you stop, prolong, to celebrate your present victory is also time that you're wasting away to getting closer to your finishing line..
gotta stop dwelling on our pass successes..
the future is filled with uncertainty, that alone makes living... fun.
i splinter my life in front of You just so You can glue me back with love.
