part of this world but not of this world ; i'm

i wasn't aware that 2010 is coming to an end till i read the many fb status.. i was fb stalking everyone, all.. haha..

i'm updated and tune myself a little nearer to this world..

tired... tired about everything that's constantly circling my mind.. i need to steer my mind and set it on a right path... i need to break free...

freedom without limits.

christmas.. love and sharing..

-it's gonna be christmas in a few hours time

-it's gonna be my 8th week in bmt

both must be celebrated, exaggeratingly.

i'm actually staring at my army phone constantly waiting for smses in camp, like some noob. haha.. i'm hoping there are more messages for me to read, at least then, i won't realise that i've already detached from the world.

i try to find the balance. meeting as much friends i can every book out. it makes me feel a little more connected this way. i guess that SOL week really pinch me hard, (sol- stoppages of leaves.. I MISFIRED!) it's such a sad friday when i called my mum to inform her i won't be booking out. i tear..

ahha sounds like some sad story.. but guess what.. my mum is just epic.... she"nvm lor.. i finally can have 1 weekend for myself" follows by a.. HAHAH.....

completely spoils mood....

希望 和 期待

i miss you