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i'm feeling extremely great yeah!
had poly 50 trng till 8 plus 9.. well that's the best i've ever ran..
it's not just bout the speed.. but the spirit.. i'm getting to LOVE my club mates..

sad to say.. only few of my team came down.. well.. i don't know why.. but what i know is that a winning team is not the one who won the game, but those who enjoy with the team..
i still rmb me being in team 2.. i trained hard, but in the end doesn't got notice for my effort.. i'm demoralise.. but yet, i still did the best i could in my team..

well, it all paids off.. i earn myself friends.. yu hui and wei hong.. haha... and with them i expand my connection with jia yao, thomas, wei jie and eventually with eugene.. haha.. thinking back.. it was not just about running a 50 laps.. but getting thru a 50 laps together with a grp of friends..

ironically, today me, yu tai, thomas with 4 other team 3 guys(wei xiang, kenneth and junrong) with karen.. we hit 1hr 30mins..
it shakes the truth out of me.. it's ALL about the spirit..
without it.. we all might lost the motivation to conquer it..
with it.. we'll shock the world..
thomas even told me "aye.. i think we can break the record" hahaha.. it was a unexplainable joy that flows out of me.. that i made a connection with thomas even deeper sharing the same dream..

i hope my team wld learn this.. i got no idea how.. but heaven knows..
i guess again, i just have to do my best.. and let Him lead it all..
well tml wld be bukit timah trip.. i'm excited.. excited to get myself really prepared..

on the other hand, i'm quite guilty.. for this great this trng i had is costly.. i missed alex's bdae celebration at zouk.. well i admit.. i've not been spending effort trying to meet him.. (i spent every single bar of energy on SPA and building up my body).. but thankfully tml i still got a chance to meet him up.. he'll be participating teen's icon.. interesting.. i hope he got into the finalist.. haha.. then i got 1 more thing to show off with my friends around.. haha.. i'm proud of him.. LOVE HIM DEEP DEEP LIKE OCEAN, MISS HIM HIGH HIGH LIKE THE SKY.. hahah... te te te tetetetete..

ha-base

the sky, the air and all those butterflies are for you.. =]

i'm rubbishly irritated by my habits.. KNN.. everyday also late.. come mon.. any kind soul would check out my timetable secretly and give me morning calls without fail just so i can complete my deadly waste of time NS faster.. i don't wanna get debar for being late..
being rigid in my movements, i chose not to move as much as possible- still surffering from the pulled muscle few weeks back.. but then heaven know i cannot tarhan.. he bought me, greatest enemy to tired, internet.. and yes u can't deny the fact.. when mother nature made,body, VERSUS the human made,internet.. the winner is pretty obvious..
so with not enough sleep and pulled muscle i drag myself thru today's lesson..

but then... i still swam after all.. for 1 hr.. hahah! nnb.. i wonder what kind of trash is gg thru the frequency of my brain.. haha..

*power gushes out of my fingertips..

after sea-x 58dollars!

well i'm just back from Sea X!
fantastic camp... great to have all of you there hiyabusa and upgraders.. not forgetting some irritating alumni.. haha! THANKS..

okie so straight after the camp i have skin allergy, as usual, haha.. went to doctor loh and yes he charge me a bomb again.. 58 dollars for some crappy pills when i can recovered frm the injection.. but still i can't complain further, since he always seems to make me recover fast.. maybe i should call him 21st century 华佗.. haha..

so the very next day was school and i had fun with all my classmates gg to business block's adventure corner slacking-lepah.. haha..

will upload all those photos when i recieve it..

i dunno why.. but i VERY happy today.. maybe it's 15th of the month today.. which means... POCKET MONEY!!! haha..

soon i will be gg malaysia for white-water kayaking, taking my power boat licence, POLY 50.. and this sunday wld be safra dragon boat orientation! haha..

[ironically when i try so hard to find and failed..
but in the end seems more happy alone]


haha! =]

flap and soar!

some guts reminded me what i promised.. "see what happens if u don't do it.."
i heard one of the most amazing verse/quote from JY, he caught it on a kaykaing-steve fisher video on tube, today.. it did't quite hit me when he told me.. only when i was left all alone, trying to get some logic out of everything, i realise how hugh those words are to me..

"bankruptcy of pocket OR bankruptcy of soul?"

my choice are clear..
i have to admit.. it's not easy.. but that's what makes it, fun.
i've been wondering the past days.. me or them? that have changed.. now i know.. it was all along me.. blame it on the single-minded me.. that once i got hook on, i want to make a difference immediatly.. that's not the way.. rmb? "only man can keep his emotion"
and yes it's always the beginning that is the hardest, so make full use of the easy today since you have pass the harder yesterday..
flap and soar with me!

lardness

on eileen's, egg, blog.. there is this GREAT personality test.. which i think is way cool..
go have fun discovering yourself then! http://www.ipersonic.com/type

anyway i'm a GT, in the test.. so friends.. SURPRISE me!
hahah..

i'm having exam now.. don't wish me luck.. wish me strength! thanks! =)

to you

it's been the second day of holiday.. i'm already feeling it is draggy..

went running and did some conditioning.. super tired.. got home bath and slept.. got this dumb dream.. that i was running away from some tsunami.. only to be awake when the damn water gonna hit me.. it's been long since i felt so FREAKING hungry.. haha..
sitting alone in my room never felt so bad.. maybe it was fine cause i always try to use up every bar of energy i have.. the only thoughts i have was to sleep immediatly..
i'm floating around with her, self made, presence.. thinking if time would to flow upstream.. she might enjoy laying around my room which is that comfortable.. but yeah.. i'm all alone.. looked down and pulled my hair with my hand.. when i realise i've been talking to myself in this lonely room.. psycho..
still rmb what u told me.. how ur dad worked so hard for your family.. where you belong.. how irritated u get at how ppl look at you.. how u hate those materialistic.. how u lost ur watch cos of KP.. well it reminds me of you everytime i see ppl eating ba chor mee.. those reactions i rmb.. those gesture, tone and how you look at me..
it's not reasonable.. it's not me.. allowing someone i know not long, to be circling my brain that long.. i still keep ur sms.. when my phone spoils, it wasn't "shit! i've to spend money for a new phone".. but it was "shit! that's my memories of you".. thank God i still have that pathetic 3 sms i've saved in my sim card.. and i guess that was enough.. enough for this lifetime..
i'm quite fed up actually.. fed up of my life.. that it was gg wrong.. i'm not ready for this shit.. i was never ready.. but i got no time to waste.. time to strike back!
i don't want to be telling others how i did it last time.. but i want tell others how i made it..

arr...

forget bout the past.. it bring me no further..
look to the future.. it keeps me going..

byebye. =]

SRRR 2008

i know 5 mins more if i still dun get my ass off my chair i wld be late for sch..
but nvm let's type a happy post 1st..

well SRRR just over.. and i'm terribly tired.. working with mr ko was super enriching.. leading me to every small little details.. must really thanks cyn and kun han(alumni) giving me lots of chance to perfect my driving skills.. althought half way thru got one di siao kia come disturb my perfect day.. JIA L****... haha.. i really got no idea why everybody is guarding him.. anyway while on the boat ALONE with him, he did't irritate me that much, YET!
haha..
after the event end, he went missing.. only be found with all my freshies girls... leaving all his other alumnus working with us retrieving the boats...
NO WONDER........ haha..
well i made quite a few friends at SRRR.. but was quite upset that my freshies did't enjoy that much i enjoyed previous year.. where eh wy jf and me was running like mad everywhere.. hahah! arr... i miss..
i bought a surf pants for myself... it cost me a FUCKING 79 dollars.. but was really glad, that was covered by my huang mu niang niang-mum.. and i really love my mum to go shopping with aunt.. cos when they get tgt, i always benefits, they get more generous... haha! just last week i was disturbing+bugging my aunt to bring me australia.. and this week i just got to know, with my mum and aunt, WE WILL BE GG AUSTRALIA IN DECEMBER!!!!!! muhahahahahahahaa....

FATASTIC....

i just can't wait to pull my mum around to all the surfer's boutique... haha... clearing all their stock.. -with my mum money... YEAH... that's what teenager are best at.. haha!

so i went gym-ing ytd.. got myself some good work out as usual.. but something different is that i have to wash my own clothes when i got home.. huang mu niang niang went genting happy hours with her friends.. zzz..
i change immediatly when i got home and went down 888 bb court for a couple match with jf teh and leong.. well i must say the enjoying part wasn't the playing but was the dinner after the game.. haha... we were crapping all the way there.. *i'm happy you like it.. =]
i got home like 12.30..

soon enough i will be having my holidays.. gotta make use of it... PLAY STUDY PLAY STUDY AND PLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY...

can't wait..

[we just acted like we don't know each other]