flap and soar!

some guts reminded me what i promised.. "see what happens if u don't do it.."
i heard one of the most amazing verse/quote from JY, he caught it on a kaykaing-steve fisher video on tube, today.. it did't quite hit me when he told me.. only when i was left all alone, trying to get some logic out of everything, i realise how hugh those words are to me..

"bankruptcy of pocket OR bankruptcy of soul?"

my choice are clear..
i have to admit.. it's not easy.. but that's what makes it, fun.
i've been wondering the past days.. me or them? that have changed.. now i know.. it was all along me.. blame it on the single-minded me.. that once i got hook on, i want to make a difference immediatly.. that's not the way.. rmb? "only man can keep his emotion"
and yes it's always the beginning that is the hardest, so make full use of the easy today since you have pass the harder yesterday..
flap and soar with me!

lardness

on eileen's, egg, blog.. there is this GREAT personality test.. which i think is way cool..
go have fun discovering yourself then! http://www.ipersonic.com/type

anyway i'm a GT, in the test.. so friends.. SURPRISE me!
hahah..

i'm having exam now.. don't wish me luck.. wish me strength! thanks! =)

to you

it's been the second day of holiday.. i'm already feeling it is draggy..

went running and did some conditioning.. super tired.. got home bath and slept.. got this dumb dream.. that i was running away from some tsunami.. only to be awake when the damn water gonna hit me.. it's been long since i felt so FREAKING hungry.. haha..
sitting alone in my room never felt so bad.. maybe it was fine cause i always try to use up every bar of energy i have.. the only thoughts i have was to sleep immediatly..
i'm floating around with her, self made, presence.. thinking if time would to flow upstream.. she might enjoy laying around my room which is that comfortable.. but yeah.. i'm all alone.. looked down and pulled my hair with my hand.. when i realise i've been talking to myself in this lonely room.. psycho..
still rmb what u told me.. how ur dad worked so hard for your family.. where you belong.. how irritated u get at how ppl look at you.. how u hate those materialistic.. how u lost ur watch cos of KP.. well it reminds me of you everytime i see ppl eating ba chor mee.. those reactions i rmb.. those gesture, tone and how you look at me..
it's not reasonable.. it's not me.. allowing someone i know not long, to be circling my brain that long.. i still keep ur sms.. when my phone spoils, it wasn't "shit! i've to spend money for a new phone".. but it was "shit! that's my memories of you".. thank God i still have that pathetic 3 sms i've saved in my sim card.. and i guess that was enough.. enough for this lifetime..
i'm quite fed up actually.. fed up of my life.. that it was gg wrong.. i'm not ready for this shit.. i was never ready.. but i got no time to waste.. time to strike back!
i don't want to be telling others how i did it last time.. but i want tell others how i made it..

arr...

forget bout the past.. it bring me no further..
look to the future.. it keeps me going..

byebye. =]

SRRR 2008

i know 5 mins more if i still dun get my ass off my chair i wld be late for sch..
but nvm let's type a happy post 1st..

well SRRR just over.. and i'm terribly tired.. working with mr ko was super enriching.. leading me to every small little details.. must really thanks cyn and kun han(alumni) giving me lots of chance to perfect my driving skills.. althought half way thru got one di siao kia come disturb my perfect day.. JIA L****... haha.. i really got no idea why everybody is guarding him.. anyway while on the boat ALONE with him, he did't irritate me that much, YET!
haha..
after the event end, he went missing.. only be found with all my freshies girls... leaving all his other alumnus working with us retrieving the boats...
NO WONDER........ haha..
well i made quite a few friends at SRRR.. but was quite upset that my freshies did't enjoy that much i enjoyed previous year.. where eh wy jf and me was running like mad everywhere.. hahah! arr... i miss..
i bought a surf pants for myself... it cost me a FUCKING 79 dollars.. but was really glad, that was covered by my huang mu niang niang-mum.. and i really love my mum to go shopping with aunt.. cos when they get tgt, i always benefits, they get more generous... haha! just last week i was disturbing+bugging my aunt to bring me australia.. and this week i just got to know, with my mum and aunt, WE WILL BE GG AUSTRALIA IN DECEMBER!!!!!! muhahahahahahahaa....

FATASTIC....

i just can't wait to pull my mum around to all the surfer's boutique... haha... clearing all their stock.. -with my mum money... YEAH... that's what teenager are best at.. haha!

so i went gym-ing ytd.. got myself some good work out as usual.. but something different is that i have to wash my own clothes when i got home.. huang mu niang niang went genting happy hours with her friends.. zzz..
i change immediatly when i got home and went down 888 bb court for a couple match with jf teh and leong.. well i must say the enjoying part wasn't the playing but was the dinner after the game.. haha... we were crapping all the way there.. *i'm happy you like it.. =]
i got home like 12.30..

soon enough i will be having my holidays.. gotta make use of it... PLAY STUDY PLAY STUDY AND PLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY...

can't wait..

[we just acted like we don't know each other]

bored x 1 million

my phone had a little swimming lesson on sat at PM.. damn!

anyway sunday i went PM too for a short lesson with mr ko and all the other seniors and friends, getting use to the power boats.. ty cyn.. =)

okie after that which ends round 2.. i flash to harbour front to join all my khakis for sentosa.. then i realise i got FUCKING lots of ppl which i yet know.. all ended and i went to orchard with mr EH to repair my sony-erricson-gave-up-hope-repairing phone.. which then they inform me i still have my warrenty.. sweet....... but they could't comfirm it'll still be workable after reparing.. just hope all be well.. ALL MY MONEY SUPPOSE TO GO TO GSS K?!

so i went out with dan teh lun jun da and 2 other their classmates today.. caught 'what happen in vegas'.. greatly rated by me.. and cameron diaz...... OMG... she's hot..

okie as usual i'm out of words.. but just looking back the past post, all emo, i decided to give something less 'my chemical romance' and bring some sunshine to my blog.. =)

yessssssssaaaaaa <--- still rmb how i was crazy shouting it 2 yrs back... now all my freshies are shouting this too.. a feeling out of this world.. thanks for the meomories.. temasak..

yessssaaaaaaaa..............

allez........

freshies all the way.. FUCKING thankful for all my men.. i can't imagine without u all, GLs GPPLs and my commitee.. photos wait for my friendster la.. i think if u wanna know what happen just click on my link to SPA and to someone or another from there.. they will detail the camp yeah!

and yes there are no exception.. i'm late today.. well there makes me "on time for this sem" = ZERO!
well reaching 11am was killing for me since my lesson was starting on 8am.. HAHA!
yesssaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!

ARR!!

again i wanna say this.. "maturity is not seen purely by behavior.. but also reaction.." they always prove my point..

anyway blogging been EXTREMELY emoish for me this pass months.. come mon blogspot.. bring joy..

Bom Bom Bom Bom~~~ random.. haha!

"But your picture on my wall
It reminds me
that it's not so bad
It's not so bad.." okie i admit, i still miss you..



water my eyes.. 劉明峰-無盡的愛

[看時間悄悄劃開我們的距離　讓我不能自己
沒有你的未來...
你的愛　我總是放不開]

revolution starts here

just 5 more days.. it would be SPA FO camp... it's where the table turns.. it's where our preperation will meet to the chance given to us.. it's where revolution starts..

ytd was busy yet enjoying day.. i start it right after a fantastic sleep, 10 hrs. hahah! but sadly i'm still late althought i woke up early. so when i reached clementi, ppl for canoe sport elective already waiting for me.. they must be cursing me.. "who's that dumb fuck instructor.. 1st lesson also can late.." haha.. that's more waiting session to come students! haha..

so generally teaching the grp of them was quite enjoying and easy.. i guess it's their 1st time.. they bound to be bit nervous and will listen to every command me and jia yao gave.. after all of that we went to that ta-ma-de-expensive-nasi-lemak store to have our lunch.. which cos me like $7 plus total.. we went back to sp joining the rest of my commitee and GLs.. they were singing camp songs then.. and i'm greatly glad to hear and see such spirit..

shortly after i've disturb some ppl there i went back to clubhse to have a short nap which i realise the air-con was not on and the dumb fuck humid weather cause me to sweat a waterfall.. which then i was too tired to even care and slept while floating on the the waterfall.. seriously this few days the weather is kind of sick..

in the night me and jun feng went all the way to kovan to play bb match.. sadly we lost to the host.. by 3 points.. zzz... but on the other hand we did quite well without any intense training and bonding time..

i was near to forgetting her i thought.. but when friends speak of her.. i........
hope all be well for you..