闭上眼的世界

就这样
2012
就这样 不留情 飞逝过去
我脚步 不情愿 但也踏近那陌生

这么不给机会啊?!
我还没 拾起 信心啊 我的天天天

谁能在这短时间 明白
明白每一秒的珍贵 每一秒对我来的珍贵？
我或许会把那珍贵的每一秒换来您的白头偕老
哈!
妄想.

让我跑吧
不再见白天的跑 不再感受风的跑
此到..... 老.



hello 2013 :)

跳越这一环
就能得到我要的
解放,

傻瓜.

and so what if i just

you only live once, but if you do it right,

once is enough..

一次就足够

有点忘了

my eyes are on You

i want to really do some good changes to my routine now..

oh well 3rd quarter mark of the year, it's time to review goals set in the beginning of the year.

i still have 3 months time! GO GO GO no time to waste!

and 129days for you

想念 你的温度 你的发香

giving anything lesser than your best is sacrificing the gift

34.

bring me to Your highest rock.

i'm i'm and i AM an overcomer.

drawing near

and if u have any other way.



什么都有其实什么都没有.

i smiled. cause i feel better.

tu me manques

today i ran frm home to upp thomson and back home.. haha.. wasn't prepared for such run.. but i guess i just want something out of my comfort.. deliberately took a wrong turn, exploring wherever my legs can take me to..

i ran pass reservoirs, canals, long stretch of houses, even entered into an army protected area and lost my way in it only to re-emerge back to civilization when i choose to bash thru.. haha i was right beside the expressway when i came out of it.. finally got home after a long 6hrs of adventure, a little sunburned but 

satisfying.

long time since i felt this way. so free spirited. at the furthest point of my run i sat down, at a park along upp thomson. considering whether i can continue to run to macritchie or further without water, food.. and the sun is coming on top of my head.. the thought of continuing only lasted for another few more mins, i decided to rest a good half an hour before any further run. pull my hair and lowered my head.

i look around my bench.
i smell the air, i feel the sun and i can hear people. humans. but i just can't, just can't detect a beat from my heart. my mind is so overwhelming and inhuman it silent my heart.. i've forgotten what i enjoyed, what i gave thanks, what i risk my life for.. what kept me running?
i turn around and went home. my hiding place.. anywhere with You..

i miss you friend.. but i will let u be u and let me be me..

well u deserve a better me :)