痛 到入骷

不方便的很， 爱你
想要了解的， 太多

我不是超人 给我您的启示吧
翻来覆去要睡也不着
好了 不说了
给我自己点空间
望答案在释怀瞬间

说到你 我好象变小孩

5.

nice, song.

and so

happy birthday.

wwMww

and i'm all hype up to do work.... 
时刻我都在想你 哈哈 有份担心我是否忘情
还是...... 不知道
视讯模糊 往那才对?
开心的跳起了舞? lol 傻瓜

 

77days left to ORD

and it's this day... where counter hit 77 days... i'm ord-ing soon.. oh my...

i just went LOUD! camp.. was given the privileged to lead a house hahah.. so much fun.. my fb was bombard with photos, and this is the very 1st time i'm not uncomfortable with the excessive exposure of me on social media.. it actually helped me(surprisingly).. the photos is evident to many of my friends that I AM(proud to declare) connected to a group of fun-loving human..

it cleared the cloud/mist/smoke whatever it is from others, some were unsure and asked me, "it is a church camp?!?!"(yup they can't believe for it looks extremely fun!) and i for the very 1st time, again, admit relationship i have with the church.. i finally let go that little resistance and pride i have.. i was afraid to proclaim.. thinking if i do, what if i don't behave like one? i'd be sucha embarrassment... but then who is perfect? hahaha.. yeah who is? there is actually no one perfect human on Earth standing so why should i be shy of my imperfection.. why should i then be shy of my faith..

well here goes.. i'm a God-loving people-caring CHRISTIAN! :)


oh it's a happy day.. my off day haha...
i'm nearing my end day in the service.. life in office is actually improving and definitely much fulfilling compared to when i just got posted there 8 months ago.. i'm relief with the sudden change of attitude from my superior, really thankful that he is now much cooperative and way better mannered haha... yeap working hard and enduring finally pays off... those day where i have to reprint and re-edit my AI for him 8 times so he can sign on and let me continue conducting is gone.. haha

ah.. i'm excited and nervous what's after NS.... i believe it's not gonna be a smooth sailing transition neither will it be easy for me to break thru.. but hey! what is easy in life? if i use 9gag vocab to describe how i feel now......

hahaha

this and that

i was sharing..

such an awkward position we're held at now.. neither we are fiddling at foundation floor nor are we jumping joy at roof celebrating our sweet smelling victory.. lol we're now halfway midway of nowhere in this muti approach objective(army term).. it is really.. then.. matter of mind.

these miles clocked by little me till now have not been expected or visualise long ago when i was in green (sec sch) preparing my o's lvl..time past and what's ahead is still cloudy even i'm now STILL faithfully in green uniform.. *oh... i can't wait..

yet all that has been done or said was purely not a chance of insight but determination.. an idea to just.. KEEP MOVING...

i had been thinking is it really only the rich gets richer while the poor just suck thumb and deteriorate. if it is.. i might just want to stop, and start consolidating everything i can gather within my reach now.. for then i might slow down my process a little.. prolong my happiness just a little more..

i'm 23 this year.. i don't have a fat saving.. i did't accomplish any award.. my studies was a mess.. and worst i'm gonna leave the place where it's my only achievements lately, -SAF, soon.. today i stumble upon questions why i did't just sign on to my only excellent till now, again.

but then truthfully.. i don't treat it as excelling in that simulated world.. so what if u're a general? can't help it but to just think that u're in the end just a pawn for politics..

so then what makes the poor rich?

i heard a motivating word frm the airwave from a millionaire - jim rohn

he mention something like.. what he really gain being a millionaire is not the money but the values/lifestyle/habits/mindset becoming one... 

i'm not saying i want to be a millionaire.. but i want to be rich.. richly fulfilled in life.. 

is then that's why the poor always stay poor because they were unable to change their values/lifestyle/habits/mindset??

i got hope...

if i'm able to convert and steer my all those above to the manner of a, i deem successful, man.. am i theoretically as successful as them? wow.. i can't wait to move..

excites me.............