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such an awkward position we're held at now.. neither we are fiddling at foundation floor nor are we jumping joy at roof celebrating our sweet smelling victory.. lol we're now halfway midway of nowhere in this muti approach objective(army term).. it is really.. then.. matter of mind.

these miles clocked by little me till now have not been expected or visualise long ago when i was in green (sec sch) preparing my o's lvl..time past and what's ahead is still cloudy even i'm now STILL faithfully in green uniform.. *oh... i can't wait..

yet all that has been done or said was purely not a chance of insight but determination.. an idea to just.. KEEP MOVING...

i had been thinking is it really only the rich gets richer while the poor just suck thumb and deteriorate. if it is.. i might just want to stop, and start consolidating everything i can gather within my reach now.. for then i might slow down my process a little.. prolong my happiness just a little more..

i'm 23 this year.. i don't have a fat saving.. i did't accomplish any award.. my studies was a mess.. and worst i'm gonna leave the place where it's my only achievements lately, -SAF, soon.. today i stumble upon questions why i did't just sign on to my only excellent till now, again.

but then truthfully.. i don't treat it as excelling in that simulated world.. so what if u're a general? can't help it but to just think that u're in the end just a pawn for politics..

so then what makes the poor rich?

i heard a motivating word frm the airwave from a millionaire - jim rohn

he mention something like.. what he really gain being a millionaire is not the money but the values/lifestyle/habits/mindset becoming one... 

i'm not saying i want to be a millionaire.. but i want to be rich.. richly fulfilled in life.. 

is then that's why the poor always stay poor because they were unable to change their values/lifestyle/habits/mindset??

i got hope...

if i'm able to convert and steer my all those above to the manner of a, i deem successful, man.. am i theoretically as successful as them? wow.. i can't wait to move..

excites me.............