生日快乐 维乐

xavier(my ocs bed buddy) sent me a very depressing text...

"i forgot what's my motivation and why i wanted to be an officer"

i reply that ocs instructor

"find out from ur cadet lo.. maybe u will recall.. lol"

and so my 22nd birthday passed peacefully simple ending the day with a dinner

mummy deliberately took an off day waiting patiently at home for me to book out from camp..

arigato.. (ty too to all that wished and celebrate for me.. *grin)

i did't breathe a word about my birthday in camp.. wonder why am i so close up so emo.. age is a factor or just feeling unfamiliar without a platoon sharing my happiness?

ai ya.. where's my cpc where's my sect comm where's my buddy.. missing all of them..

“谢谢你还记得 我那青涩的坚持”

有一些lovesick

或许 想找个伴 来分担

终是挨不过寂寞带来的暗淡

where's my 太阳?

是否 还有

一个肩膀 在等待依靠

一个空虚 等待人填补

一个爱请 等我去追逐

-肉麻