go your way...

am i walking this alone?

so fast... mine 10th month serving ns, army.. just another 1 yr to go.. and i will be ORDing soon.. lol.. everything really seems to fly by me lightyear fast .. i try to consolidate my thoughts, making sense to those senseless things, finding meaning at those meaningless past...

so fast... i'm already coming 22 this year.. i met banana -gy, da and lun ytd.. come to think of it.. they've been around for 10yrs now.. i'm appreciative.. secondary school days with them are still back of my head...

my sis says it right.. your 20's will be double paced.. cherish it..

so fast.. tonight i'll be flying off taiwan for exercise... when i come back it'll be just 7wks to commission.. to the day i've been praying for.. the day i'll see my mum smiling, wearing those epaulette on my shoulder..

why so emo?? i don't understand.. it's not like i'm not coming back from this life changing experience.. maybe i'll leave some bad habit, wrong concept there.. bringing back new ideas, new hope... perhaps i'm just afraid of these changes..

recently i took a 1star class with chow jf wy and eh.. we enjoyed it.. and shared how we miss those time we(not to forget loon, yt, mx) sit around at PM waiting talking playing time away.. it's not like we can't do it now no more.. but we no longer can afford that..

evolution? or just aging.. just a method of explanation... words are that cheap.. it doesn't sums up to anything..

i love You