part of this world but not of this world ; i'm

i wasn't aware that 2010 is coming to an end till i read the many fb status.. i was fb stalking everyone, all.. haha..

i'm updated and tune myself a little nearer to this world..

tired... tired about everything that's constantly circling my mind.. i need to steer my mind and set it on a right path... i need to break free...

freedom without limits.

christmas.. love and sharing..

-it's gonna be christmas in a few hours time

-it's gonna be my 8th week in bmt

both must be celebrated, exaggeratingly.

i'm actually staring at my army phone constantly waiting for smses in camp, like some noob. haha.. i'm hoping there are more messages for me to read, at least then, i won't realise that i've already detached from the world.

i try to find the balance. meeting as much friends i can every book out. it makes me feel a little more connected this way. i guess that SOL week really pinch me hard, (sol- stoppages of leaves.. I MISFIRED!) it's such a sad friday when i called my mum to inform her i won't be booking out. i tear..

ahha sounds like some sad story.. but guess what.. my mum is just epic.... she"nvm lor.. i finally can have 1 weekend for myself" follows by a.. HAHAH.....

completely spoils mood....

希望 和 期待

i miss you

beginning and ending...

i'm enlisting army in about 8hrs time... a little everything i'm feeling..

nervous, scared, excited, tired, hungry

to be exact and factual, lost....

闭上眼, 用心想着明天时

明天... 在睁开眼后, 来了..

i need a 月光宝盒 too...

i wonder if anyone reading know bout this movie..

<大話西遊>

haha was one of my favorite movie of all time..

there is 2 parts to it.. the 3rd episode will be out soon i guess.. =)

(i really wonder who understand what i talking here, speaking some ah pei term, the movie released on 1995 haha!)

well sharing an emo song with some clips of the movie..

reminds me of you...

pre ns syndrome... i need a run away....

也許老天真的对你不公平但是老天又真的对谁公平过呢?

this enormous depression..

go away please..

so nice to be welcomed back by many friends.. embrace by their love and care.. i feel so fortunate.. =)

i was told by my dentist i might have the chance to take out my braces before NS.. haha what a great news.. i've been wearing it for the 6th year now (yes i know is damn long)..

ytd (i forgot how it got there) when i briefly told shiming my face is like not symmetrical before i put on braces(suppose to be a joke).. the 2 choong suddenly :"ya ya ya.. i remember HAHA!"

super -_-" can??

then again... life have really undergo serious changes in this 7 years i got to know the choong brothers..

i still rmb wayne told me 7 is like a special number to him.. because it took him that amount of time to officially become a leader..

hmm.. frankly speaking deep inside my heart.. i hope 7 can be special for me too...

no longer i wanna be bounded by some nonsense reluctant half minded indecisive faith... help me....

"the greatness of a man's power is the measure of his surrender"

after 17 days of travelling......

just got back from backpack/climbing trip.. =)

more than experience i've retrieve..

i sorta understand now why others says NS set ppl thinking.. for not much chance you will receive such long period of time to just sit around, read a book, think of what's the next move...

i've never felt so helpless, so clueless of what's life is..

he,crowd lu, sang it just right...

there's just too much things i wanna do, refuse to miss.. but then so what's after i've accomplish them?

i just hope many year from now, looking back, my history shall be His story.... =)

不管在那 只要我用心想着你

之间的距离似呼靠近一点

i'll see you soon

don't really like bye bye....

prefer 再见.. like telling each of us.. we're gonna meet again...

haha...

一围一围的难题

给今天套上一层雾

迷蒙了我的视力

但

倔强的我相信

明天以然美好 =)

thursday is coming..