beginning and ending...

i'm enlisting army in about 8hrs time... a little everything i'm feeling..

nervous, scared, excited, tired, hungry

to be exact and factual, lost....

闭上眼, 用心想着明天时

明天... 在睁开眼后, 来了..

i need a 月光宝盒 too...

i wonder if anyone reading know bout this movie..

<大話西遊>

haha was one of my favorite movie of all time..

there is 2 parts to it.. the 3rd episode will be out soon i guess.. =)

(i really wonder who understand what i talking here, speaking some ah pei term, the movie released on 1995 haha!)

well sharing an emo song with some clips of the movie..

reminds me of you...

pre ns syndrome... i need a run away....

也許老天真的对你不公平但是老天又真的对谁公平过呢?

this enormous depression..

go away please..

so nice to be welcomed back by many friends.. embrace by their love and care.. i feel so fortunate.. =)

i was told by my dentist i might have the chance to take out my braces before NS.. haha what a great news.. i've been wearing it for the 6th year now (yes i know is damn long)..

ytd (i forgot how it got there) when i briefly told shiming my face is like not symmetrical before i put on braces(suppose to be a joke).. the 2 choong suddenly :"ya ya ya.. i remember HAHA!"

super -_-" can??

then again... life have really undergo serious changes in this 7 years i got to know the choong brothers..

i still rmb wayne told me 7 is like a special number to him.. because it took him that amount of time to officially become a leader..

hmm.. frankly speaking deep inside my heart.. i hope 7 can be special for me too...

no longer i wanna be bounded by some nonsense reluctant half minded indecisive faith... help me....

"the greatness of a man's power is the measure of his surrender"

after 17 days of travelling......

just got back from backpack/climbing trip.. =)

more than experience i've retrieve..

i sorta understand now why others says NS set ppl thinking.. for not much chance you will receive such long period of time to just sit around, read a book, think of what's the next move...

i've never felt so helpless, so clueless of what's life is..

he,crowd lu, sang it just right...

there's just too much things i wanna do, refuse to miss.. but then so what's after i've accomplish them?

i just hope many year from now, looking back, my history shall be His story.... =)

不管在那 只要我用心想着你

之间的距离似呼靠近一点

i'll see you soon

don't really like bye bye....

prefer 再见.. like telling each of us.. we're gonna meet again...

haha...

一围一围的难题

给今天套上一层雾

迷蒙了我的视力

但

倔强的我相信

明天以然美好 =)

thursday is coming..

17:5 使徒對主說,求主加增我們的信心

正当烦恼涌上头脑的顺间，接到你在手机影幕的暖喧 "hahahahahahha"

不知道是不是我傻了 还是你的刚好 动摇了我封闭的思序

想把所有都往你那抛

好久好久没有这强列的冲动 有一点不习惯 也感到一点凸兀

不明白 会不会是来临的NS 赶着我想完成一些什么

haiz... 想到我一天一天的接近 心冷心凉啊! hahaha

从计划每个明天 到即将让陌生人规划你 1yr 10months, monday to friday..

须要时间来接受

他们说 我在那也能得到不少收货

可能吧

但总觉得在那的收货不reciprocal to "不亲愿的"付出..

不知道la!

一切的担犹,希望在见到你之后都瓦解.. =)

where's your heart tonight?

haha.. classy jay chou's song..

a day with more than 20hrs of sleep

maybe it does make a difference.. maybe i can make a difference...

i'm feeling ill now... vomit like mad the whole day, must be that kimchi fried rice ytd night after climb.. zzz.. i only ate a piece of bread and 5 mouth of noodle(i can count) since kimchi.. wow like some extreme losing weight programme.. haha..

taking photo of daddy using his phone

then force daddy to see.. HAHA!

i took these at chong pang hawker after kayaking lesson with chow & vanga at sembawang wv.. =)

hey!

-number the days