that's all!

we lost.. out of youth cup.. so that was my 1st and last trophy 4 yrs back.. sad to say.. but still stand proud.. thank you..

just came back from sentosa with ex4.5 and yz.. i woke up like 7.30.. but i still got late even we meet 9 am.. Zzz.. we took a bus there and act like aunties and crazy on it.. so we really had fun tanning and chatting at the beach.. we went to tahjong isolated beach.. haha.. more in love with that beach now.. it always bring me fun.. siloso and palawan is like crap.. pack with ppl and noise..

it isn't hard to see the joy from the face of them.. they showed it without hiding.. laugh like nobody's business.. shout vuglarites with no fear that we will get offended.. hahha.. with all sort of jokes and sounds that near to extinct in my life.. thanks for bring those back to my life.. michelle lun da pei ki suria ch mili yz..

was like shock when saw that cyclist that i tried to make fun of look almost her.. i stone for a couple of seconds before i can make another decision with my brain.. clown.. hhaha..

am gg to buy a bag for myself soon... getting bored of everything in my room..

thank you mum... helping me out in my bedroom... it's all clean and tidy agn.. really appreciate her help.. even though sometimes she's super irritating but she's the greatest... no doubt..

gonna have my SPA training tomorrow... wanna train like mad then rest like mad and do well like mad.. that's the way i wanna live.. not a drag.. but a pull..
[I wanna get excited over every little thing in my life again]

wanna take that down b4 she become metal like me.. hhaa.

yay.. we pissed ppl off sometimes.. hhaha..

gatsby with armpit hair..

thirst in our life..

reasons to be missed..

get to the main topic la!

the day before was fantastic.. i went out with alex nick dan and lun for dinner.. at steakhouse with the MUST TRY fish and chips.. hahha.. lame.. it is written on their menu.. MUST TRY.. hahha.. am quite happy that we still can come along.. wanna spend time with some of them desperatly.. really missing them..
today i'm suppose to celebrate jun feng birthday.. but i did't go.. guess i just sick of his click.. dun wana go back to the past.. dun like their presence..
but still i'm sorry for my friend.. happy birthday..
well my prediction is correct.. not that i'm a guru of love.. just that it is obvious.. why dun he believe me? why dun he heed my advise? it doesn't matter anymore.. since it has already ended.. i'm actually quite happy for him.. finally my good friend is awakening.. i dun think that she suits him or even match up to him.. if they gonna patch or something lame.. i gonna vomit..Zzz..
and we lost ytd to wee tiong by 3 points.. i got like no chance to play. not a single min.. is that all?? is that all that i have.. all that i suppose to get? not yet.. not yet.. i have not given up.. i will still be there.. till i got chance.. i will give my all out.. then they will see.. it's not late..
*i freaking dislike this feeling.. "u think i care?!".. dun give me such a lame thingy then expect me to believe.. rubbish..

pimpy holiday

yup.. after the test week i'm pimpled... Zzz.. really look super ugly now.. my whole face covered with pimples.. too bad. i did't take good care of my skin during test week.. was busying staring on those words on my lappy..
i went out with wes and eileen for shopping... haha.. i bought a clothe but i think it really makes me look like "wrs ah beng".. doesn't matter.. since everybody sees me that way.. hack..
went to play basketball with jun feng gy wei hai shannon and kok hao.. haha.. long time since this grp come along.. but too bad the weather was not on our side.. rain heavily.. but we still enjoyed our game in the rain.. haha..
then we got to 888 for KFC where gy kena some kuku ppl influence one of my long-time-and-don't-really-wish-to-see-him junior which find troubles with him.. <---sounds singapura.. hahha... anyway then he make a big fuck by throwing a cup of water to us and run away.. wtf.. can u die? in front of me pls.. Zzz.. run like a coward.. chicken.. yup.. we got to confront him.. then those kuku ppl around him which i think they had him on spell or something go "ka chiao wei".. which means talk as a third party.. u know what i mean.. so he refuse to apologise..
we are like who cares.. since he can already do such childish action.. really felt sorry for him.. having such friends around.. although i'm not close with him and he already a trouble maker basketball junior during my secobdary school days, i still hope he go somewhere good..
we're cool still.. on way back with gy.. i suddenly remember what lim, my coach, taught us when our opponent try to find trouble with us.. " it's because that u are stronger than them.. that's why they are angry and express it out.. for they have no other way to solve the problem except acting like gangsters.."
well, another lessoned learned..
i just can't wait for my class outing.. gg to bowl.. but i have no idea or whatsoever bout bowling.. haha.. think i go there spend money and bond with my classmate ba.. hahhaa... it's should be fun.. it WILL be fun.. hhaa.. hope i won't be pimpled by then! =]

still the same?

alright gona finish my test tomorrow! i really made a big mistake today.. deleting my work when it's done.. i guess i wil fail my internet technology for sure then.. idiot mistake. i realy freak out when i deleted it.. but after 5 mins i know it's gone case le.. i don't even bother to save the rest of my work and just exit the window.. joke of the day.. ZZzz.. nvm.. it's all over... lesson learned..
already preparing for my holidays.. hahha.. gonna go out with eileen and wes for GSS(great singapore sales)!! i wonder what will i find.. hahah.. urge to spend some cash... haha..
WE WON!! haha... for my basketbal match with zhong ching.. 88-40.. next match would be with wee tiong.. i guess we gonna have some difficulties winning them but for sure we'll overcome!! hahha.. but i'm gonna miss my bekelah trip for my match.. =/
it's not the same anymore.. that day i met kelvin on the train.. after "hi" and "where you going?" basically we act like strangers.. guess that proves it.. it's the end of our "closeness".. we are no longer bond no longer like the past.. haiz.. now then i regret not standing for him when ppl oppose him.. because of an inconsiderate group of ppl i gave up a good friend.. hmm.. it doesn't matter anymore.. he was with his gf then.. he really look happy and the "short" conversation we had, i can feel that.. he is happy..
maybe i should learn from him? get into a new surrounding..
waiting for spunk to reply me.. basket send email for 2 days le still haven reply me.. i wanna get some training and skills from there.. hahha.. wanna have a better portfolio maybe. =]
well it's gonna be a great holiday.. <"and i'm really jealous" emerge>.. hold fast my beliefs..

wah piang aye!

GEOMATICS!!!

forever no.5*

yay~e~yay..
kinder bueno = greatest..
this word can almost describe my week brieftly - stress.. not that i cannot handle my school work.. but hard for me getting all the e-learning week's assignment done..

next week will be my 1st term test in sp! hope i can do well.. should be no problem passing it.. the vesak day wasn't a rest day for me neither i spend like almost the whole day on CAD which then i realise i have A LOT of mistake on my drawing... ZZZ.. total sian diao... then give up and just email the uncorrected work to brian, my lecturer, which i hope he will mark my drawing leniently..

i spend my day searching through woodlands for my "ah beng" shoe.. but greatly demoralised and disappointed when i found nothing in the end.. just told myself that God wants me to save money so have to stop me from buying things that He'll provide me next time.. hahha.. i bought 2 patches, initially i hoped to use that on my cap but i realise it's too big.. then i got nowhere to "dispose" the 2 patches, could't throw it away neither.. it cost me 8 dollars.. heart pain.. i guess i will use it on my next laptop case.. hhaha..

tomorrow, sunday, will be my match.. my very 1st match after 2 years leaving sch.. am really happy that i'm able to represent my school again althought i have graduated.. thankful for the chance given.. got my jersey washed and dried.. and got it hang at the best corner of my wardrobe.. hhaa.. it reminds me.. it bring back great memories.. still remember when i got my 1st jersey.. still remember basketball was my life.. nothing can weight more that it.. willing to give up everything for it.. the only purpose of me going school then was basketball, my coach, my teammates.. the happiness was all that i have in my life, all that i ever got..

but now everything had change.. still miss the carefree life where i can think nothing more or nothing less than basketball.. but am glad that i have moved on.. now was even greater.. i felt that i have really grown.. not much physically but mentally.. haha..

"it" is now my new love.. =]

holding on..

soon e-learning week will end.. again.. as usual.. like last time.. i did't finish all my work.. was quite sad that i did't make it on time.. but doesn't matter anymore.. no point circling my life in the past.. haha..
the only thing i remember i did today was watch "kang xi lai le" on youtube.. i almost watch every availble episode that is uploaded to youtube.. haha.. o yes.. and play pokemon on vba.. HAHA.. super addictive..
i'm gonna buy a "ah beng" shoe, named and heard from si ting, which is plan white and no design.. cos i wanna design it myself! i even got the design ready.. hhaa.. actually i just bought another converse canves shoe.. which i think is really nice.. but it doesn't anymore bring me the same excitement i got when i got my 1st converse.. so i decide to do something new.. haha.. i need to do some research..
just got a new latin phrase today "gaudet patientia duris" it means overcome hardship or patience or welcome endurance or will be brave.. something like that.. which in simpler form.. it means willard... hahha.. that's my name in latin! haha.. then i got to read the 1st willard's, simon willard, letter to his ancestor.. it is filled with those "pls O God" "how i love you" kind of metaphor.. which i felt a depth in the letter which also make me sleepy.. haha..
but from the explaination of "willard" that the webby provides it ignite my excitement to do well for my studies again..
i'm really glad that i came pass those website.. now i am quite positive that i will overcome those hugh obstacle i'm facing in my studies again! haha.. just would't want my parents to be disappointed with my result again..
then this phrase came to my mind again "you only got 1 life to spare".. let's do it again! and do it right this time!! =]

haha life..

sat and sun was fantastic helping out in srrr.. although we, freshies, did't contribute much but we had fun talking crap and playing catching midnight when everybody was asleep.. hhaha.. most of the time there we just sit or lay around, not much job was given to us.. we played heart attack till we break one of the table.. HAHA..

of course we realy use up our strength helping them move stuff from sp to clarke quay and we got to know uncle mohan who is super funny and somewhat pervertic.. haha..

but most of the fun come frm the 1st day.. cos jun feng janice yit hong eng heng went home cos they are tired and wen yi cos his grand dad pass away.. left mervin eugine and me there slogging.. really want to rest when they left.. but was too worried that the rest cannot handle "close up" after such tiring duties.. so i, the only freshies who stay over night, stayed through for them.. sianzzz..
but to think another way, i benefited.. cohension with the other spa member grow even larger.. haha.. just can't wait for the next training!
this week is e-learning week.. really thinks that e-learning week is a useless programme but anyway i got to stay home the whole week.. i'm gonna finish up all my work fully use my time on my work and spending some with my friends (bananas) and gc egg! of course gg shopping with gy soon! haha..

(i freaking like her!!)