some went their own way

"I love the infantry because they are the underdogs. They are the mud-rain-frost-and-wind boys. They have no comforts, and they even learn to live without the necessities. And in the end they are the guys that wars can't be won without."

-Erine Pyle

这人来人往的世界

是否失去后才学会

不是grass is greener at the other side

而是you are always looking at the other side

珍稀你拥有的一切

才不会在回头时叹惋

just 11 more weeks i will be commissioning.. to now i have not regretted choosing infantry as my vocation.. indeed we have come a long way and we know more shit is coming our way still.. haha... we welcome with open arms those who joined us and gave out best wishes to those who progress without us..

nevertheless.. all of us.. choosing to stay here thru this 39 weeks of tough training... is a decision that is life changing... =)

push for our last stretch! 82/11 Charlie wing!

after jcc

21 days out of homeland.. 9 days of wilderness...

EX.normad, explorer, forager, trekker

finally completed jcc.. "purpose-discipline-professionalism"- lakiun camp's motto

this motto have kept my team moving and many times navigate us back on track.. been deeply impacted by the teachings and experience brunei has offered..

a little more i cherish this peace time she build..

a little more i stand in awe this world He mould...

披上一份绝心 继续勇敢下去

next up starlight, panther and of course the long waited commissioning..

也不是我三心两意

也不是你一心二用

一场戏 一首歌 一辈子

起浮不定

跟着旋律摆动 也是一种用心

一份情 用一生 细细品尝

简单的相信 幸福就在下一站

before i fly off

-gonna have dinner with my mum..

-text all of them

-tidy up my room

-rmb to bring everything needed

-keep my morale up

post again when i return.. =)

see ya!

a little of myself a little of just now a little everywhere

just went to onsight with chow and vincent.. that place so boring! maybe because it's new, they have yet bring in "life" to their tiles and gym....

even when the gym is not that fun i still enjoyed myself...

- i realise i don't just love climbing.. i love the companies..

gg to brunei, jcc, soon.. so excited and very nervous..

so now i'm officially left with 8 more days, a spoiled bb(damn the customer service center), a broken toe nail and some anxiety before i fly off to lakiun camp...

i want it.. desperately for the badge to be sewed on my smartest 4.. but then again it's not the pride i'm heading and reaching.. it's the experience.. the decision to be specific.. i want to come to a point where i, being physically tired yet, make that decision to press on.. - to move on

never i want to look back thinking i could have got it.. i want to look back, i did it....

recently, while searching for my stuff in my garang guni room, found my kk ltc trip's diary..(actually i only wrote a few sentences).. read what jacob left for me back at sabah.. a quote that change my life..

"going outdoor to find yourself again" -jacob...

it seems a little familiar.. like gg to the wilderness to wrestle for 40 days.. haha...

it makes a picture.. He taught me a lesson...

i guess the desire to impress have overtaken the desire to excel..

now i'm gg back to the basic, to the start, to the heart... and really move on this time...

Moments where i sit around with my friend.. letting time pass us by.. waiting for something to happen..

a motivation

"All right, they're on our left, they're on our right, they're in front of us, they're behind us...they can't get away this time."

- lewis "chesty" puller

Lieutenant General, US marine corps

I really wonder if i can pick up my courage and make such quote in times of pressure?

I'm really sick of those so called officers....... refresh, restart, reboot, recharge my mind.. tune it to Your frequency..

april 16, little soul to soul

again this date.. haha...

many event to update
-enlist ocs
-did a 28 days RCP and total 32 days in camp stay
-just 1 more week to pro term

i wonder what really motivates me(that much)?

anxiety about the future..
so truthfully, i asked myself, i'm running this race for a greater purpose or just matching my self-esteem? is again the pride issue...

why is EVERYONE so prideful bout their success? you should know very clearly the moments you stop, prolong, to celebrate your present victory is also time that you're wasting away to getting closer to your finishing line..
gotta stop dwelling on our pass successes..

the future is filled with uncertainty, that alone makes living... fun.



i splinter my life in front of You just so You can glue me back with love.

messed up