suicidal (?) (!) (.)

such fragile....



life......
memories that's haunting me....

失望

felt so bad.. especially when expectation is not met...

paisei ah mum... =/
给我一点时间..
整理一下心情,继续走下去..

gy-trips ahead-rawr!

i wonder what jel want me to write? haha...
anyway maybe she wants me(or i personally hope so) to wish my missing 3 weeks buddy ng gy...
thanks so much for the day of fun and gathering..

to our gonnabe officer, work your very best jiao wei!
for you



alright there isn't much blog worthy stuff that happened recently but definitely what's ahead..

whitewater trip on national day (think 4 days)
climbing trip @ipoh,KL (guess 9 days?)
outdoor education conference 2010 @ oct

driving test (this fri)
hopefully L1 assessment part II
and refresh courses for my 1st aid licence soon

i need a runaway....

when the table turns and pieces form to a picture...

on bus 168 to tamp

i always wonder why they can be so creative just to air their armpits....???



i know u are not suprise... in the train asking yourself why they are not grabbing the railing just beside them but choose to stretch their arms all the way to the roof to balance themself...
ask yourself no more... like me, PRESUME that they just need to air their armpits...

okie aniway he sat beside me in the bus(wasn't some photo i grab on stomp alright)
i was waken by a sudden plunge of odd oder in the atmosphere... and there i found myself in such an unwelcoming position..
as if he tries to suffocate me with his smelly underarms..
what a way to treat the local's youth...zzz...

i just came back from jf and wy's chalet.. =)

yeah for father's day i grab a bottle of beer for dad... hopes he likes it..



a song for you.... =]



sudden thought of you.. thank you very very much!

未经一番寒彻骨 焉得梅花扑鼻香

I SHALL NOT BE DISTRACTED..
I SHALL NOT BE DEMORALISED..
I SHALL NOT BE SWAYED..
I SHALL NOT BELITTLE MYSELF..
I SHALL NOT BE LAZY..
I SHOULD CONQUER!!

chiong arrrr.....!! haha...

一样的天空 不同的承诺, 我赤裸的双腿 将踏出幸福的地图!

老爸

this sunday....
father's day....

it's my chance... =)

slow down, change ur gear.. for the sloppy roads ahead.....

patience is the ability to wait with great attitude under immerse pressure

have i really been patience to those problems in my life?
did i press on? (or had i ran away?)
all this thinking have circling at the perimeter of my brain..
it brings much sorrow, grief and most of all regrets....
what exactly have i done all this while?
what exactly have i done all this while?
what exactly have i done all this while?!?!

nothing.......

i'm still lazy, unmotivated.. (as usual)
i picked up a few sports.. grow some muscle.. got a little tanned..
did a diploma
what else?!

i'm still struggling financially
relationship with dad are still hanging half dead there
i still can't focus (ironically i made a presentation on power of focus on oral com and scored an A hahah)

i'm really a MAC trailer with a volvo engine!
where's the :"you got 1 life to spare" &
"peperation meeting opportunity" 16yrs old young chap with hugh dreams and great determination wwent?
now i'm just like playing table tennis -meet another problem/racket?.. nvm i'll just touch it and go another problem that are easier to solve..... being more vulgar i'm now being a LPPL!
when/how the hell my BREAKTHROUGH gonna come this way?!!

all this while i've not been patience with my "moutains".. allowing it to intimate me....
(when i typed this i suddenly remembers how impatience i was with eugene.. i'm so sorry chow... haha.)
need some change, desperately..
i gotta start packing my bag and start walking and stop talking.... hhaha....

really like how switchfoot(band) got their names from surfing term... switching foot to get a better stance to ride the waves...



time to switch my rusty foot.....