timetable rocks!

i just got my timetable.. it suxs...
i only end school on 4 on tues, the rest are 6....
i only starts school on 10 on fri, the rest are 8!!!

wtffffffffffffffffff

but is not as sux as it looks.. it's a chance for me.. a chance for me to make changes into my life..

ar! sounds all positive now..
i will bloody chiong to september... =)

manythanks

changes

can I?
would I?
did I?
should I?

changes

a short word for me and you. but hold hugh meaning/emotions/motivation/excitement to me..
just read a big book (or half of it due to constraint of time) - Who Moved My Cheese? by Spencer Johnson. if u are free do check this out..

but half of it already bought tons of knowledge or rather realization to, life. i have to admit and i can't run away *beware the man with one book - saint thomas aquinas

change is the law of life.. i don't like to read that quotes regarding life, it goes on.. it seems depressing and rather emo-ish. but nevertheless i can't agree more. it does goes on whether u like it or not.. i got poke on my skins for seconds with needles call adrenaline at the thought of it, that the way trying to make the best out of your life might be as simple as countering changes.. a conversation with daniel suddenly pop in to my mind where he share with us saying something like "i always try to keep myself on my tip of my toes.. dashing out of my comfort zone whenever there are one.." i like what he said, and can't agree further..
but i guess i've not been doing so for quite some time, i'm getting rusty and lazy..
well the big word of the day steps in... changes..

i'm all pump up for a great adventure ahead..
leap with me.. =)


wanna look for some photos of leaping and i found myself this.. haha.. picture speaks it all..

i'm damn excited, over. EVERYTHING

still cricling in the c.s lewis washing machine qutoes..
hard to get out, hard to stop it..

1.Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival

2.Courage is not simply one of the virtues, but the form of every virtue at the testing point

i wonder if the exaggerate cold weather would frozen my heart?
or i would burn and melt the ice that tries to pull me over?

i'm damn excited, over. EVERYTHING. =]

what's now?

been searching for a job to filled up this slept-too-much-in-the-afternoon, 3am cold cold night
haha

unwillingly, internet. i went to check up some(a lot) climbing stuff and yes what jacob say - climbing equipment very ex de lor. haha. before i got blister on my eyes for those endless "next" i ta-bao-ed myself duck rice and ruffles. and now i'm back, urge to find some gossip, juicy news from the world-my friends. i got lost when i placed my hands on the keyboard(not in the mood for friendster) i AGAIN suddenly remember. I. GOT. A. BLOG!=]haha..
reading one of my very dear friend's blog make me feel really little, as in uneducated/not knowledgable. i've always hope to be like him and Him being able to trigger one's mind in words. and not just plan writing/typing/accounting. it might work if i go for english lesson. haha. but being able to write does not leads to interesting/exciting essays, it might help, that truly fax our complex thinking to another's brain.
or maybe i should join the PAP kindergarden, starting all over again. haha.. then i might move my pen about some really bombastic and lively apple eating afternoon. ZZzzz...

well, after gathering all my emo-ness back to my ass, i sat it on with my cute/o-biang computer chair. realising how much i got affected just by reading his blog, i'm shock. not like "OMFG!!!!!" but like "oh". back at those good heavy armour and garment days where people are fasinated by every book they read, human now can choose not to -books.
we have the internet. i would say you can get almost everything on google. then i check out the prince of internet right behind google jehovah-wikia, haha wikipedia la! it gave me "the Internet is defined by its interconnections and routing policies".
hmm, "defined by its interconnections". we're indeed being connected closer to everyone by just plugging in that visual world.

so what now? i asked..
we creating a world for ourself?
we set the rules for that world?
we shape the world like how we want it?
could this world i'm living might be someone's else internet? (too much matrix)
am i the Norton in this world?
or i might just be a virus?!

well i realise what i want was never to be the virus nor the Norton. okie fine i know you might bug me with it. "nor the AVG". satisfied? haha..
i just want to be a webpage. neither i want to destruct nor construct or restruct(there is no this word in dictionary actually, i just check out. haha, nvm live with it). i feel more like teaching others to contruct. one hand i'm afraid of NS(national serivce) on the other i'm anticipating what comes after that.. Outward Bound Singapore. haha.. my minds are filled to the brim with scenario with me in it as a instructor. haha.. teaching others what i love, leading others what i enjoy.
it sound absurb to the typical. but to me, it's hard for me to give up happiness to money. don't get me wrong, i guess you know friends(if there are still people reading my blog. haha), i'm not "loaded kia". i'm actually "pok-khai kia".

like what i read from the news. this economic crisis affects everyone, except either you are poor or you are not human. i guess it did't affect me much.. so that makes me.. haha.. you know..
it sets me worrying for my future and most of all, my parents. have they thought for anything better than this they are living for?
can i support them with my dream job at OBS then?
will you then work for something that would sacrifice the material comfort?

so many unknowns and questions that we have in this might-be-just-a-flop world..
or maybe i should't think of it but to just study for the exams that is coming? haha..
shallow mind..

time of times

somehow i felt obligated to post something up, somthing out of my life, somehting big, generous, even meaningful, something not what i did this afternoon, yesterday, blah blah.. nothing mundane nothing me. nothing.

and i can't. just could't find something that is out of me.
nothing is that selfless under this, what i put on my msn, man-made sky.

i went to my always visit web to try to find that something that will thrill my life right again, stamp my life with mana and bring me running once more.. (youtube) haha..

"the time of times" by badly drawn boy

hmm time of times... is this the time of times of yours? (x3) i asked myself..
if there is none that would bring himself to a selfless act..
well, it's time to shine..

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yeah yeah..

standard char 1905/12287
gun time:4.48.37
net time:4.42.3

i'm really proud of myself finishing a marathon. guess most of my friends would have know that i did-i try to bomba them with every details i remeber of the race.. and mostly why they rmb, i guess, they been asking me bout my leg(i'm still limping.. Zzz..) and i 'd mostly reply them :" aye! i MARATHON runner hor!"

haha.. lame.. both physically and mentally!

well JULIAN is back from aut!! been playing basketball the past 2 days, contributing to my limping legs.. i really enjoy being with everyone again.. ya ya.. you gonna tell me it's not the same anymore.. let me tell you what.. YOU ARE NOT THE SAME, that's why... don't blame others for the fact that you are changing.. (arr.. just realise i'm like complaining when i should account what happened.. haha.. yeah btw, i'm not pinpointing any one.. just a whole i meant)
as long i know that fat ass enjoys his stay i'm glad.. =]

okie this song.. i rarely would be attracted by chinese songs the 1st time i hear it
羅志祥 - 愛轉角 , yes, i'm a bit outdated.. and yes is because that show then i heard this song.. HAHA! anyway the song is really sweet.. the lyrics is like drug making you addicted to it.. been repeating it for 712384189 times since i asked teh to send me..
it reminds me how we would feel eveytime we tried to change ourself just to suit a person we like.. i know, teary eyes.. strange, but i had that almost everytime it repeats itself - and in real life is like that too i guess, when we tried(not resiprocal to the amount i repeated the songs.. haha) to love and fail - we end up crying.. =(

the phrase "是否有爱情的美".. FAV!.. haha..

hmm.. 爱情的美.... 爱情的美.... 爱情的美..

like those times that you would think of someone hug your pillow tight and roll on your bed(if your bed big enough la), with a silly smiling.. haha..
or would burst to laughter when you think of what happen between you and her, then quickly hide away from others just not to make others fantasy run and end up with a conclusion that you are siao.. haha..
or even reading her/his msg like a thousand times, then if ever one of the text would to contain names she/he gave you (ie lazy pig), you would again roll yourself somewhere thinking yourself is her lazy pig.. and is a must to unmark that text to unread(sony erricson phones) and try to keep it as long as the phone will last.. hahah.. all this lame stuff that we did (haha, yes, i'd do that again when is comes to my turn)

nuff saying all this sweet stuff, just wait for my next post with julian and all in it.. ta ta =]

so long

oh ya.. forgot, i own a blog.. haha..

was about to vomit everything interesting that i encounter when i release that might just make u wanna "alt F4" me.. ask me rather then read me friends.. =]
so i went finding something really inspiring to give a treat to all(not much i guess. haha!) that have waited so long for this post.. haha..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-xXbkte0TWY
hear what he says on 1.30 min.. what a life that all(again i think it might be just me.. haha!) desire.. ahh... i can't wait for bali..
well yes yes yes ken bradshaw is cool but then kelly slater is still the best or quicksliver is the best.. haha..

well soon gg be standard charterd marathon and RIKE(round island kayaking expedition), ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND? i would asked myself maybe a few years back but i'm anticipating it now.. time really flies.. and yes speaking bout time, that KUKU julian is coming back on some unknown date which he refuse to reveal.. what the frog? thinking that i'll see his bloody face makes me exciting..

and look at the most handsome guy in this vid http://www.xin.sg/videoskin.php?vidz=19585












haha!