run my soul out..

yay yay.. it's a ultimate fun-filling and tiring weekend.. let me bring back to FRIDAY.. i got to watch simpsons the movie.. the movie was unexpectedly hilarious.. haha.. with the all the fuck and middle finger insert into the movie it makes it really "youth".. and not those movie which uses chimlology words.. i love the part where he make a racist joke and the snow riding.. it's just out of my mind..
then i got to have lunch with gc teh da sting at swensens where they rob me with the sambal fillets.. and of course piss me with their service.. and of course i wasn't a thiny winny filled with that crap.. but at least was successful making myself happy by gossiping with my friends.. haha!
anyway we travelled back to woodlands when i found myself hungry again and got to meet up with doreen and grace for preparation of kay's present..
on SATURDAY i woke up really early for basketball training where i got to hear some irritating information and perform badly on the court and hear some crappy comments from my teammates.. nvm.. i won't take it to heart.. the last laugh will be mine..
it ended on 10.30.. i packed my stuff and rush immediatly to poly marina to attend my kayak training.. hhaa.. really dead when we raft up.. and when it all got ended i join my SPA friends to lunch.. where i got to eat the 1.90 curry rice which taste above acceptable.. omg..
i got back home roughly 6 and have a half and hour nap.. then met up with gy and teh on 7 for kay's present.. it really bring me much joy when i'm with them.. can always talk freely without restriction or afraid that they will not accept it..
so kay's bbq was not a life changing experience for me but quite a fun one.. haha.. i know on that day some of them was backstabbing each other but who cares.. i was enjoying myself not with the ants of course.. hahha... i got to play streets soccer with the guys with some kuku indian family who is disturbing our game..
by 1am i'm already struggling to keep myself alive... only got recharge when i went to "grab" some sweet at 7-11.. yeah.. cut story short.. we went to 888 for our BREAKFAST on 4 plus.. when gc spill some milo on herself and got quite moody... hahha...
SUNDAY today... i slept thru that's it.. HAHA..
well i would want to do my projects now.. dun wanna waste my time no more.. LET's STRIKE FOR THE BEST!!!

men of the seas

yo yo yo! haha.. my yesterday only can be describe as FANTASTIC.. flawless..
i woke up like 7 and pack my bag with all the crappy stuff, towel undies shoes blah.. haha.. where i realise i lost one of my undies at the last sentosa trip when i try to trace my memory back.. haha.. nnb think i will go shop for boxer wanna try boxer.. i took my fugly black converse canves for kayak training.. damn ugly.. i bought it for 49.90 when i was secondary 2 with SHORT PANTS then of course the reason why i still kept it till now not spoiled... siva.. basket.. he freaking not allow me to wear it.. but am quite thankful to him cause it really looks aweful.. haha..
anyway i wore my always worn FBT training jersey to basketball training at wrs... i arrived late.. as usual.. haha.. then they all,my teammates, DIAO me lor! wtf haha..
just when i happily gg to try the hoop i realise that fucking jun feng which i contact and continueously repeats the information to him the previous day-is late.. wtf.. hhaha.. when i call him.. he stil on his bed.. great guy..
yup we end our bb taining early cos of the rain.. and that great guy friend of mine suggest to eat chicken rice oppposite of school when we are already late for our SPA's kayak training.. but still we went with the team for "breakfast".. we waited for wen yi who is also late.. hahha...
cut story short.. the 3 of us carrying our wardrobe on our back to poly marina which is fucking far and isolated place- took us 30 mins to find our way there in west coast park.. haha..
KAYAK!!!! i got to team with karen on the 2 men kayak.. she's great.. great cohension.. haha.. on the sea the 3 of us, wen yi jun feng and me, agn crack a lot only-understand-by-our-ownselves-jokes.. so 3 of us went laughing when everybody = gloomy.. haa.. it seems to me that only 3 of us out of the WHOLE SPA is that lame.. hhaa.. on the sea jf "volunteer" himself to "demostrate" to us capsize.. haha.. when he claims that he delibratly did that to make us laugh.. of course nobody believes his excuses.. HAHA! we got a chance to ride a power boat, something like speed boat but with air ballons, where we experience cynthia's skills.. and see jf embarrass himself on the boat.. haha!
so we went to play pool after training even though we are half dead.. i spent like 10 dollars eating junk food when i watched them play pool at clementi arcrade.. wtf wtf wtf.. haha.. afterwards we played daytona then of course photo hunt with the remaing credits! haha..
on the way back home.. they company me to collect my black pant(minah's) which cost initially 49.90 but after discount 19.90!!! haa.. in the end they all bought the same pants with me cost they are amaze by the price too.. haha... we went to marsiling for alteration to make it really skinny.. $16 to alter it lor.. nnb jeans 19.90 alter 16.. haha..
is really a joy to train with wen yi jf and SPA.. really thankful.. i'm looking forward for the next one! and of course i will have to start doing my being-drag and delayed-projects.. ZZzzz..

days filled with fun..

and wtf wtf wtf... today's lesson starts on 8 and woke up like now? 10.45... great... i think i would just wait for them to finish their break then join in for class.. haha..
alright.. ermm last week wed i ran poly 50 for SPA.. did't got in for top 10.. 23rd.. some of my teamates were crying when taking photos.. but congrates to SPA's 1st team.. they got 6th.. =]
overall i really had fun.. running together with them.. got to know more ppl in adventure now.. hahah.. we had our 1st upgrading lesson ytd too.. quite boring.. for theres a lot of stuff to brief.. so is not so much PT that i imagine.. damn sian sitting around hearing them talk.. haha..
this few days was quite tiring.. julian came back... haha.. he just left again today.. lame.. haha.. cannot stay longer ar?? bodoh.. hahha...
anyway we really spend time with him during the weekends and ytd... k let's start talking from last fri.. most of us went down to RP in same time wait for those that only can come later.. so we went to play monopoly at RP's cafe.. haha.. we really made a lot of noise pollution.. screaming and shouting.. haha.. ALLIES!!
yup.. then we went to play basketball till 11.30 pm i guess or later.. haha.. even with the lights off we just continue all the crap.. so after that we all went back to clean up in our respective home.. we met up midnight to 515 kopitiam and really feast.. haha.. and of course "cam-whore"(i really hate this term.. really sounds like bitch.. but anyway eileen intro me to this term.. haha!) so we could't get enough.. we went to mac after supper,3am roughly, and act like zombies there.. haha! we all went back around 5 and really rest well.. but of course i did't! wtf wtf wtf agn..
i slept like 6 and woke up like 8 for my basketball training where i ask gy to come along with us that day.. and afterwards i join the rest straight.. i was like almost dead.. until we have our meal at chicago steakhouse.. not bad la the food.. just the steak.. freaking stone.. haha.. so lian went back and so all the others..
till ytd where he inform us he's at civic center.. haha.. wtf.. so all went down and he gave us a treat at soup restaurant.. wahahha.. byebye lian.. =]
well well i gonna have training on sat and i gues i will go for my kayart lesson after that.. haha.. wanna get my star.. haa.. and and i really need some long pants.. getting bored.. i need to change image.. GIVE ME MINAH's PANTS!!
( so all along it is you.. =] )

working hard and hard working..

wtf.. we did't got that lottery.. haha! leong me and teh bought it lor.. our 6 millions dreams.. gone.. hahha... at least we still have our friendship to celebrate with.. =]
was gossiping with them and da on thurs after our basketball game.. haha.. so we was just exaggerating everything.. hahha! leong me and teh starting sitting on the ground to bring out that jun da was sitting on the chair.. then we went shouting "omg.. jun da.. the gossip KING!!" haha.. really crappy.. yet fun..
afterall jun da got sick so do teh but he went home 1st.. teh leong with me went pasa malam! haha.. then spend like 10 dollars each to get junk food.. haha.. and a super nice and somewhat healthy snack which cost 60 cents!! took a short walk to a resident corner to have our junk food.. and where we pick our numbers for lottery! hahaha..
i got home was almost 12.. unable to finish my food of course.. stomach filled with crap.. haha.. realise mum cooked for me organic food! HHA which means if i dun finish them i will get terkan.. hahha.. so took me quite a while till i feel hungry agn.. then i got to bed going 2.. wtf.. in the end.. i skip fri lesson and training.. hahha.. well my lesson starts on 9.. but i got up like 1... hahahaha!!

this week was quite a good week for me.. not much homework.. not much new stuff to get into my brain.. well still trying hard not to be late and be attentive on class.. i guess i can do it.. since my classmate is all trying to.. haha.. now i look at jun feng, he reminds me of my past.. lousy classmates.. lousy result.. everyday i went to school to wait for school end.. that life sux.. i wanna help him.. i dun wanto see him in my steps.. he's gonna be good..

today 7.7.7 LIVE EARTH man!! suppose to get my bb training but was raining heavily.. and postpone to tomorrrow.. which i dun think i'll be able to make it.. since i've already promise wes that i'l go sentosa with him.. anyway i'm staying home today.. wana catch the concert.. madonna, coldplay and RHCP.. omg..

I created this tee!!!!

slacking at np..
again nothing to do..

canvas that eileen say is not nice.. -_-

that's all!

we lost.. out of youth cup.. so that was my 1st and last trophy 4 yrs back.. sad to say.. but still stand proud.. thank you..

just came back from sentosa with ex4.5 and yz.. i woke up like 7.30.. but i still got late even we meet 9 am.. Zzz.. we took a bus there and act like aunties and crazy on it.. so we really had fun tanning and chatting at the beach.. we went to tahjong isolated beach.. haha.. more in love with that beach now.. it always bring me fun.. siloso and palawan is like crap.. pack with ppl and noise..

it isn't hard to see the joy from the face of them.. they showed it without hiding.. laugh like nobody's business.. shout vuglarites with no fear that we will get offended.. hahha.. with all sort of jokes and sounds that near to extinct in my life.. thanks for bring those back to my life.. michelle lun da pei ki suria ch mili yz..

was like shock when saw that cyclist that i tried to make fun of look almost her.. i stone for a couple of seconds before i can make another decision with my brain.. clown.. hhaha..

am gg to buy a bag for myself soon... getting bored of everything in my room..

thank you mum... helping me out in my bedroom... it's all clean and tidy agn.. really appreciate her help.. even though sometimes she's super irritating but she's the greatest... no doubt..

gonna have my SPA training tomorrow... wanna train like mad then rest like mad and do well like mad.. that's the way i wanna live.. not a drag.. but a pull..
[I wanna get excited over every little thing in my life again]

wanna take that down b4 she become metal like me.. hhaa.

yay.. we pissed ppl off sometimes.. hhaha..

gatsby with armpit hair..

thirst in our life..

reasons to be missed..

get to the main topic la!

the day before was fantastic.. i went out with alex nick dan and lun for dinner.. at steakhouse with the MUST TRY fish and chips.. hahha.. lame.. it is written on their menu.. MUST TRY.. hahha.. am quite happy that we still can come along.. wanna spend time with some of them desperatly.. really missing them..
today i'm suppose to celebrate jun feng birthday.. but i did't go.. guess i just sick of his click.. dun wana go back to the past.. dun like their presence..
but still i'm sorry for my friend.. happy birthday..
well my prediction is correct.. not that i'm a guru of love.. just that it is obvious.. why dun he believe me? why dun he heed my advise? it doesn't matter anymore.. since it has already ended.. i'm actually quite happy for him.. finally my good friend is awakening.. i dun think that she suits him or even match up to him.. if they gonna patch or something lame.. i gonna vomit..Zzz..
and we lost ytd to wee tiong by 3 points.. i got like no chance to play. not a single min.. is that all?? is that all that i have.. all that i suppose to get? not yet.. not yet.. i have not given up.. i will still be there.. till i got chance.. i will give my all out.. then they will see.. it's not late..
*i freaking dislike this feeling.. "u think i care?!".. dun give me such a lame thingy then expect me to believe.. rubbish..

pimpy holiday

yup.. after the test week i'm pimpled... Zzz.. really look super ugly now.. my whole face covered with pimples.. too bad. i did't take good care of my skin during test week.. was busying staring on those words on my lappy..
i went out with wes and eileen for shopping... haha.. i bought a clothe but i think it really makes me look like "wrs ah beng".. doesn't matter.. since everybody sees me that way.. hack..
went to play basketball with jun feng gy wei hai shannon and kok hao.. haha.. long time since this grp come along.. but too bad the weather was not on our side.. rain heavily.. but we still enjoyed our game in the rain.. haha..
then we got to 888 for KFC where gy kena some kuku ppl influence one of my long-time-and-don't-really-wish-to-see-him junior which find troubles with him.. <---sounds singapura.. hahha... anyway then he make a big fuck by throwing a cup of water to us and run away.. wtf.. can u die? in front of me pls.. Zzz.. run like a coward.. chicken.. yup.. we got to confront him.. then those kuku ppl around him which i think they had him on spell or something go "ka chiao wei".. which means talk as a third party.. u know what i mean.. so he refuse to apologise..
we are like who cares.. since he can already do such childish action.. really felt sorry for him.. having such friends around.. although i'm not close with him and he already a trouble maker basketball junior during my secobdary school days, i still hope he go somewhere good..
we're cool still.. on way back with gy.. i suddenly remember what lim, my coach, taught us when our opponent try to find trouble with us.. " it's because that u are stronger than them.. that's why they are angry and express it out.. for they have no other way to solve the problem except acting like gangsters.."
well, another lessoned learned..
i just can't wait for my class outing.. gg to bowl.. but i have no idea or whatsoever bout bowling.. haha.. think i go there spend money and bond with my classmate ba.. hahhaa... it's should be fun.. it WILL be fun.. hhaa.. hope i won't be pimpled by then! =]